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Ongoing, First published May 09, 2020
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Happiness. Helpful. Hope.
I try to keep these traits in me at all times. 
I try to be positive and cheerful. 
I try to help whoever I can. 
I try to give hope. 
I try...

...but in my eyes I fail.

I just wish to be able to give them hope. Hope that everything will end up okay..
Hope.

i'm your hope. you're my hope. 
signed, 
Jung hoseok


notice: this story is my thoughts and is used as a form of venting for me. none of the negative thoughts, actions, etc that happen in this reflect any of the members in bts except specfic things i might reference (ex: mv filming, parts of hyyh theory)
in no way shape or form am i trying to insulting any of the members of bts. i love the boys with all my heart so please don't direct hate at one specific person/member (dont direct hate at all please no one i write about will probably deserves it)

There will be dark themes in this so if you are mentally unwell please proceed with caution. if u ever need anyone to talk to dm me! i'm always open to talk <3
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