I Promise

A lot of us is having a hard time of this world who tend to judge everything that they didn't understand. I cant stand the pressure. I wanna seek help but i cant. What if things just go worse? What if they treat me bad? Worst than before? "I promise, I will understand you.", "I promise, I will protect you" they said. But they got tired of it. Im tired of all of this people who make promises but cant even make it happen. Sooner or later i will die, so how about we make it faster?

p/s : This story might have triggered content. Read with your own risk.