a storm of happiness

Blood! So much blood! Too much blood! Too much! And in my heart of hearts I knew: there was no way for him to come back from this. Bud I didn't want to acknowledge it. Not yet. Just a few moments ago I had been sitting at the computer working on some book, with the soft sound of a YouTube video in the background. Everything had been so peaceful. Hopeful, even. But not anymore. A sudden thunder booming through our living room announced the unreversible end of the summer. And that of a precious life. My husband's. But still there is hope and life. Somewhere. Somehow.

We always look for love because they say it's the most beautiful thing a person can feel. It's one of the most extra-ordinary emotion we can experience. But you know that every great thing comes with a great price. What if that LOVE is fatal? What if that LOVE you've always dreamed of suddenly fall apart? What if that person you wanna spend the rest of your life with suddenly left you? Left you with unanswered questions. Left you with different heartaches. Left you with unachieved dreams? Are you willing to let go when you knew the reason why she have to leave? Or are you still gonna hold on because you know you can still be her reason to stay? **

When there is light, there is shadow. When there is shadow, there is light. The two we're made for each other making them a perfect pair. One will not live if one's vanished. Just like the two of you. - dong sicheng; distance Date started: 041220 Date finished: 060820 a lot of grammatical errors ahead because english isn't my first language smh

Loving are part of our existence in this world 'cause we have an ability to fall, admire and love someone we met in our lives. However the crazy thing is we exceeded on our limitations cause we thought it's okay to love that way but unfortunately that's not right and fair to continually do it. There are so many expectations that made us so much dissapointed ; when we're hoping that someone that we really love will like and love us back one day. Alongside the insane decision someone could take is to believe that there's hope and Miracle that the one we chose to love will acknowledge and choose us the way we do at last. In addition, We desperately defined who will be the key on the doors of hearts but doing this thing will deceively cause so much pain in the end. Thus, the heart breaking part is when we realized that the one we're waiting to open our heart already found the right door that fits his /her keys while we are on the other side still stuck on the phase of illusion.

In everything we face, every predicament that comes our way, there is always two ways of looking at it. Circumstances come for a reason. There are meant to make us grow, to make us become better and blossom into more. They don't come so that we shrink to less but so that we become more splendid. To be more extraordinary. To use every moment to fill yourself up.We are not helpless as God's people, neither are we vulnerable to the wiles of the enemy. It's the reason we can count it all joy when we go through diverse tests: we have what it takes to go through the fire and not be burnt, and go through the waters and not drown.

Two person...grew apart for years. A past...they both can't deny or forget. Their story...full of unfortunate events. Their love...that was meant to last forever. Coincidences and faith...that entwined their lives again. Flaw in their plan...a new love, her way to hold onto life. And love...most powerful feeling in the world. But... can it conquer ALL this time?

𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 : are people who are fated to be together, usually romantically, sometimes through multiple lives ' explore how two souls are connected through many lifetimes. They always find each other, no matter what happens. It's like they're meant to be together, woven into the fabric of life itself.

Why do we keep running into each other? Is it fate or just a chance encounter?

PROLOGUE: Our lives are so convulated that we want something adventurous in life of our's. But, actually because of these convulated problems our life is adventurous somehow. That's called a real adventure, not like in movies or dramas that we see. Those are all fictional ones and who don't like fiction everyone craves for it. The dreams we see daily in our sleep is what? it's all fiction nothing else, our desires that remain unfulfilled in our day time. Everything that we expect from our future is just useless , one should matter for present where actual adventure takes place. Now only, if not now, then never. Nevertheless, we all are interested in making future great or adventurous at every cost. Today's world is full of people like this at maximum, causing something wrong to others atleast or say atlast?

"Hurricanes start with warm ocean water. The warm ocean water being love. Over time it turns into a tropical storm, the storm being the obstacles. Then the eye of the hurricane starts, the eye being realisation it's not getting better. Next weatherman and women, tell you how bad it's going to be ; you predicting how bad you're going to get hurt. The hurricane finally hits land, that being the breaking point where you let the fights break you up. When you've just had it. Then reconstruction, you seeing how it broke you and have no idea how to start again. It takes a long time. It hit you harder than you expected. Everyone is trying to help you pick yourself up but you don't even know where or when to start."