I don't think anyone truly understands. One day, you just wake up and think "where did all this stuff come from? How did it get here?" You always remind yourself "you did this. You brought this stuff into your home, and you neglected to place it in a specific place. You neglected to clean up after yourself." It's hard, living like this is. I'm Tammy Carter. I'm a hoarder, and this is my story.