What Love Is
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Ongoing, First published May 11, 2020
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Is this what love is?
It hurts.

Jacklyn Ayuna and Kimberly Perciam are best friends, and they have been for four years. Jacklyn has kept no secrets from her best friend until one fateful day when she realizes she is undeniably gay. Scared of how Kimberly would react, she keeps to herself and tries to act normal. However, she soon realizes that she's not only gay, but she's also gay for her best friend, who is most definitely straight. Jacklyn struggles to find who she is and who she wants to be, scared of the love that has taken over her life.


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Expect:
Cringey romance
Inconsistent updates
Mild swearing
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I started this because quarantine left me with nothing better to do.
There will be no dirty scenes, I feel uncomfortable writing that. The worst you can expect is college teens drinking and some mild swearing. I will leave trigger warnings at the start of each chapter.

I am an aspiring writer! Please do comment any ideas or any mistakes I make. It's greatly appreciated!


Started: March 10, 2020
Completed: -
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