My Existential Crisis
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Here, I put my thoughts into words
Thoughts that I have had for years
I talk about my existential crisis, my thoughts and my journey through it
"None of us knows the day of our death. However, if we knew that death is actually our acquisition, we would remove the fear of death from our lives." Sunday Adelaja, How To Overcome The Fear Of Death
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