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I Don't Want To Be Here (Todobakudeku)
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Ongoing, First published May 11, 2020
Deku is a nice and caring person. He loves his friends and is very nice. But on the inside, he's upset and hates himself. What happens when Bakugo and Todoroki find out? What will they do? What will happen? Find out and read this story! 🤗
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