stupid thoughts

Love has such a chokehold. Fairytales have paint it in such a way that, even the most clevder believe that, if given the efort, love will prevail. I have found that you cannot keep a love that does not want to be kept. They will do anything in their power to get to the coresponding tenderness of another heart. Fairytales are just that, tales. Life is cold, hard, and painful. But this was a journey I had to make to learn and understand life's bittersweet taste.

✧ 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 #2 𝐢𝐧 '𝐇𝐈𝐒' 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 :- Some marriage may not begin with love but, they end with it. ••••••••• "I hope you realized you made the worst fucking decision of your life." I could feel his cold icy honey brown eyes piercing through my soul. "Mahir..." He slams both of my wrists against the wall as I winces from the pain from my wrists. Tears threatening to fall down from my eyes when he tightened his grip on my wrist. "You'll never have a place in my life, let alone in my heart, do you understand?" His voice rises as he clenches his jaw tightly. I whimpered, he leans in close enough to the point where our lips were inches apart, I shuddered. "I said, do you fucking understand?" I immediately jumped in fear nodding my head. "Y-Yes."

What happens when two broken hearts realise they can give the feeling of LOVE a chance? Sounds Cool Right? . . Swipe to know more!

The broken can never be healed. The same weak cracks will always be there no matter how hard you wish for them to fade. I am facing more grief than I can handle at the moment. Then add on my new professional hockey career and the fact that my biggest nightmare might walk free in a few months, and you get a piece of glass about to shatter into a million unsalvageable pieces. Here's to hoping everything doesn't fall apart, because there's no waking up from my fall.

Our hearts begin it's journey pure and uncontaminated. Without the unpleasantries of pain from heartache, we leave our most valuable asset unguarded and open to the ruins of this feral world around us. That is until we are finally met with the debilitating aches of reality. That's when the shields and armor are formed as protection, but in reality, holding us back from further growth and the adventures the same dark and cold world has to offer. And then you meet someone who is willing to weld the cracks of that armor. Less to protect you from your surroundings, and more to build you back up so that you're strong enough to take on any friend or foe. You start feeling strong, unbreakable, without a clue of what kind of disaster you're in for if the love of your life breaks you all over again. Hearts we mend to break is centered around two MCs, Angel and Giselle, as they abandon the lives they grew up trying hard to survive, entering a world where they meet and become entangled in a rollercoaster of a romance. Experience the breaking and repairing, the falling and crashing. Can they mend each other's hearts without breaking them all over again?

A heart is a fragile item. That is why we need to protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely and why it means so much because some hearts are more fragile than others. Pure somehow like crystal in a world of glass. Even the way they shattered is beautiful. But when it is shattering, nothing can amend it to be a perfect again. That is a similarity between heart and crystal. There always have been bleeding from leaking scar or blemishes when someone deliberately broken it. Once it happens, they never return to the original state anymore. That is why heart or crystal need a hundred percent careful care. To avoid it from scratches with unwanted regret. Both hold same fragility and value. Both need an intensive care. The question is can people really care it as if they value themselves? Can people value them like some precious and rare gem? Or do they only take a notice when it shattered beyond repair. Unable to move on or beat for another day. No pills or expert could cure and restoring before the pain take over. This a tale about heart, the center of human vitality as well destruction once its defects. The location is in the center of the chest, just behind the physical heart. This energetic center deals with the love of self and others, compassion, empathy, kindness, relationship, intimacy, devotion, reaching out and taking in, forgiveness, hope, trust, balance, quest for peace. Cover design by PaGer @SuperSonicPaGer Copyright © August 2017 Shinouji All Rights Reserved

You're born, you grow up, you make friends, you fall in love....... .... Maybe.... Love at first sight? Feels right, doesn't it? But what happenes when whatever you desire just doesn't reach to you? What happens when everything breaks and falls in front of your eyes yet you can't do anything rather than helplessly watching it fall? Tide of sadness, wave of guilt, edge-fall of anger and hate. Do check out my very first book Thank you.