Now you see me, I'm not crazy, I prefer the term mentally hilarious. I'm a Tornado with pretty eyes and a heartbeat. It is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply. I knew who I was this morning but I've changed a few times since then. Those who suffer from mental illness are stronger than you think. I must fight to go to work, care for my families, be there for my friends, and act 'NORMAL' while battling unimaginable pain. Until you're broken you don't know what you're made of. It gives you the ability to build yourself all over again, but stronger than ever. You never truly understand something until it actually happens to you ... (I do not pray for it :) ) Do not judge because you don't know what storm I've asked to walk through. I hate when I tell someone, I have Bipolar and see a look of terror in their eyes ! But I realized not everyone deserves to know me, i'll let them criticize me ... I survive because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in my head when I don't even understand it myself. I'm trying my hardest to not act how i feel. But, The best view comes after the hardest climb
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