"Is grief supposed to feel so much like guilt?" Aamira Omenma is like any other girl with bees in her veins. She is buzzing. From her grief, from the wars, from the bees. Her only comfort being writing in her journal. After a carriage accident Aamiras life is changed forever. Disabled, grief stricken and finding herself without the things she believed she could not live without she must learn to continue to live anyway. Grief haunts the halls of her uncle's manor while something else haunts the borders of their land. Can Aamira survive the creeping war or will her grief take her before anything else can?