"They say that somewhere, distance unknown, your soulmate is watching the same stars as you are. Looking up into the sky, I see the moon and stars as nothing more than big balls of gas and stone and fire. What could they know of love? What could they know of heartbreak? What could they possibly know of giving someone your all and it not being enough?
I know that feeling far too well. For the past year and a half, I have been stuck in an abusive, toxic relationship. A relationship that, at one point, made me give up on everything. No hope, I deserve this, no way out, this is the end.
But it wasn't the end, and here I am now. I may be wounded, but I am finding hope in the small things in life. And although I no longer believe in soulmates, I do appreciate the stars and all of their indifference."
" YOU ARE SO ANNOYING! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE ! WITHOUT YOU , MY LIFE WOULD BE BETTER ! "
I bit my lip and tried so hard to hold back my tears , " I-I'm sorry...I-I didn't mean to be a disturbance in your li-life...I-I will distance *sniff* myself from you from today onwards..."
N&J
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" F*ck off ! I WON'T BELIEVE A SINGLE CRAP OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ! STOPP USING ME TO SATISFY YOUR BOREDOM ! "
I regretted everything ," I'm sorry...*sniff* I-I really am..."
S&T
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" Get away from me ! I REALLY HATE YOU ! "
I was hurt by her words , " I'm sorry...I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much but... "
M&C
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" Am I that unlucky in love ? Why whenever I really like someone , that person like someone else ? "
I was trying really hard not to show my sadness ," Can't you see me ! I'm just right beside you ! CAN'T YOU HEAR MY HEART BEATING FOR YOU ?! " I wanted to say those words but I just can't do it...
M&D
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" Will you accept me back in your life ? "
* silence *
" i'm sorry... "
D&J
Start : 2nd May 2024
End : 3rd May 2024