Safe Haven
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Last published Wed, Dec 2, 2020
So it begins ...
The so called 'life changing road to recovery', more like disastrous road to hell ... Okay, so maybe it won't be all that bad, right? I mean, aren't these things supposed to help you, give you a new perspective on life - on yourself ...
Needless to say, this might be exactly what I need at this point in time, why you may ask? See I've been through it all, like any bad thing that could possibly happen to a person, has probably happened to me at some point in my life. I've been neglected; abandoned; beaten; bullied and the list goes on and on and on. And no, I am not looking for pity or sympathy, trust me, I loathe the very thought of it. I honestly just want to tell you about how, when I was at the end of my wits - how when I was finally ready to just let go and end it all - I was saved. And by saved , I mean in every way possible.
This is my story ...
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