She's an angel

I'm gonna start writing things like poems.
I'm not a poet, I'm not even a writer but I need to do this.
It'll be my pain, I'll update at random times, just when I need to.
They will be how I feel, how I live. And I'm sure there's people out there who can relate.
I don't talk to anyone about things like this so it's always been held in, and it hurts. I need to share to relieve myself.
I thought it would be better to do it here because I know none of you and no one knows who I am.
It's just better for me to do this because people I know would tell me to get help or say they understand even if they really don't.
So... Here goes nothing...