Stand still, stay awake. - 🍣Thea🍣 - Wattpad

Stand still, stay awake.

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So, hi. This might be my last message to you. If you find this paper, it means you figured everything out. But in case you didn't understand, let me tell it properly. I love you, Boss. I love you so much and I just want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. I just want one thing from you; please, never forget me. I know it is selfish to ask this from you, but that's the only thing I want from you. I love you, my annoying wife. Goodbye. 

Boss looked at the sleeping boy with tears in his eyes. He closed his mouth with his hand in order to not make any sound. His eyes were wild open because of how shocked he is. 
"I cannot believe it... It was all because of me.."
"Boss?"
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🔹Soo while watching My Engineer, I really fell in love with Mek and Boss. So I thought to myself, why not write a fanfic about MekBoss?? Like, who can stop me??
⚠This book contains violence, hard language, homophobia, sexual content(not too much because I'm shy), and suicidal thoughts/attempts. If you are disturbed by any of these, I don't recommend you to read this fanfic.⚠
🔹This is a MekBoss + RamKing fanfic! Because you can't stop me.

➡️ #1 on MekBoss yayyy💓💖  (10.06.2020 or smth like that I forgot the date lol) ⬅️
➡️ #1 on Ram yayyyy💓💖 (17.06.2020) -it is not rn but no problemo- ⬅️All Rights Reserved

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