11 parts Ongoing MatureHere I am, surrounded by two men - Daniel, my mom's childhood best friend, and his closest friend, Kyle. The air is thick with smoke and tension as we lounge around in Daniel's room, I can feel their eyes on me, their gazes sending shivers down my spine.
Daniel has already crossed that line with me, his touch igniting something I've never felt before. But Kyle, he's more hesitant, his hands always just shy of where I want them to be. I can see the hunger in his eyes, the desire to explore further. Yet Daniel's presence is a constant reminder that I'm not his alone to claim.
As the night goes on, I find myself caught in the middle, torn between these two men and their very different approaches. Part of me craves Daniel's assertiveness, while another part is intrigued by Kyle's more tentative exploration. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help but wonder what it would be like to surrender to them both.
(TW heavy smut of an older man and idealizing age-gap relationships)