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dysthymia | zhong chenle

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Reads 149,332
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Parts 41
Time 5h 3m

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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dysthymia
/dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/
persistent mild depression

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───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ─────

"the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness"

"if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector."

"and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?"

in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals 

+ mafia gang au 
+ sequel to alexithymiaAll Rights Reserved

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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Missing Bloodlines | Book 1✓ by KimSunha5

Complete✔️ Nct Mafia au Book 1 She is all alone... No one by her side... But she have a regret and it way the day she help 'him'. Only because of that day she end up joining some Mafia things. It scary and she could feel like she will die any time. But in the other hand, she feel something missing. What is it? Lee Jena just a normal teenager girl. One day something happened and when she realized that thing make her join them. She hate it and want to use this opportunity to die during the her mission but something hold her back from doing it. Day by day is a surprise. Time by time the truth of her older brother disappearance keep popping up. Sunha: Just some cringe fanfic I made years ago and I will never read this again. Nope.

[✓] Tenacity | TAEYONG by Dozennie127

Book 3 in the Alpha series "They were never good enough... no one... not one could reach my standards." "What's your standards?" "You... What?" "You are going to casually through that fact in and ask me WHAT?" --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU She bumped into him and that started a revolutionary change in his life. He fell in love at first sight where as his dad had other plans with his family. Watch how a 19 year old slowly comes to become the leader of Alpha. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. How does he find her and have the will to talk to her despite being away for 13 years from her. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

Try Again || MARKHYUCK • NCT by haechansnovia

"We'll be alright, I want to try again" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jaemin, a new student, forms bonds with Renjun, Haechan, and Chenle. As he encounters more faces throughout the day like Mark, Jeno, and Jisung, he uncovers a shared past between both of his friend groups, Yet, a shadow looms over their history-a rift caused by the breakup of Haechan and Mark, which leads Jaemin in shock and in wanting to know more. As he gets closer to both friend groups, a truth gets revealed and leaves the friend group stunned, uneasy and sorry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HORIZON / Haechan FF/ Soulmate AU/ Gang by tantansy3strawberry

"Soulmates" was something one was supposed to feel happy about. One was supposed to feel pride , jealousy, love and affection from their other half But the only thing she ever felt when she heard about it was fear. Fear of rejection... Her soulmate was the last piece of hope she was hanging on, if he left her she would fall down and break apart. The both were very different... She was an angel who grew up fearing devils.... He was an devil that grew up to be worse..... 'Will she receive even a little love back?' It was always the echoes of her thoughts that came back. No answers. Her only escape from the world would be the horizon where her soulmate opened the door to the sky filled with wonders.... /////// Highest rankings : #1 in full sun (15 Feb 2022) #1 in jeno (jul 29 2024) #4 in jaemin(jan 18 2025)

[✓] Terror | JAEHYUN by Dozennie127

Book 5 in the Alpha series "Are you going to hurt me too?" "No!... Well of course i will kill you, sweet heart. Just maybe after i get to know what i need." ----- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU They hated each other. From their very guts. She held secrets about them, he didn't even know. But they still came closer than ever. Even if it started in the basement of their mansion. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

𝗡𝗖𝗧 𝗠𝗮𝗳𝗶𝗮 𝗔𝗨 𝗼𝘁21 [𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀𝘿] by milkiestmilkbread

An NCT ot21 Mafia AU [WARNING: This book is cringey asf cuz it was my first book; I'm finally rewriting it :)] EDIT: It's been like 2-3 years and y'all are still reading my garbage writing from 2019 😭 how do y'all enjoy it?? {REWRITING} Rewrite Started: January 24th, 2021 Rewrite Finished: N/A {Book 2 Out Now!} Started: April 14th, 2019 Finished: August 28th, 2019

𝗯𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 | nct taeyong by jumilkies

「 ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ 」 - It only started as a one night stand, soon became each other's addiction. Can they really be more than that? #1 - nct #1 - taeil #1 - taeyong #1 - kun #1 - jaehyun #1 - jungwoo #1 - hendery

Please Don't Kill My Flowers... (NCT/Jaemin x Reader) by AnniYang09

♛↝"ρℓєαѕє ԃσηт кιℓℓ му ƒℓσωєяѕ, тнєιя му ℓιƒє..."↜♛ Hello~ This is an FF based on Jaemin and Y/n. Txt will also be featured in this fanfic I won't be posting daily or maybe weekly because I also have another one on my YouTube channel called "Until I Met You Guys" Other Groups Ft: TXT, ENHYPEN, JUST B, TNT Language: English Started: 8/30/2021 Ended: 1/26/2022 Now hope you enjoy!

Forever | Lee Haechan by yereomin

"You don't own me," "Like it or not, if you're mine once, you're mine forever," / sequel to Never / plot focused / established relationship / Haechan x OC / mystery, action, dark romance, slice of life, family drama / it does get pretty smutty / third book on the "Twisted Circles" universe Misery is a part of life and evil is a perpetual part of society. Lee Haechan and Kim Jiae couldn't be the ones to talk when they themselves were blurring the lines between benevolence and cynicism. But the Sermanes were stepping a line that pushed the boundary of unethical to inhumane. After uncovering what lies beneath Hanyak and getting their hands on an imperative set of files, the couple ended up delving deeper into the intricate maze of violence and mystery. What they wouldn't have expected is for the betrayals to hit so close to home. Neither did they think the leader of the syndicate would go as far as blurring the lines between reality and delusion - where truth is an illusion and lies are spread as reality. She finds herself in a compromising position midst the world of the richest in the country, the chaebols - his world; a world she couldn't have anticipated the wickedness of. On the other hand he, struggles to juggle all that had been thrown at him at once, failing to dodge the bullet that was aimed straight home. The pair is faced with distrust and hostility between them, all the while, having to manage their child - with whom they finally find a budding glimmer of hope and gradually rebuild the cracks in their relationship that was caused by an odd intervention. In a world where money is power, and power prevails. Is love really just a cascading delusion? In the end, would they manage to make it through it all, unscathed? "You know I still love you, right?" "Do you even recognise me..?"

[✓]Thrive | XIAOJUN by Dozennie127

Book 6 in the Alpha series "Why are you awake?" "Couldn't sleep." "Same." --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU When she finds herself lonely she finally gives in to the friendships around her and he finally gives in to the idea of love only because of her. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

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Missing Bloodlines | Book 1✓ cover

[✓] Tenacity | TAEYONG cover

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HORIZON / Haechan FF/ Soulmate AU/ Gang cover

[✓] Terror | JAEHYUN cover

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Please Don't Kill My Flowers... (NCT/Jaemin x Reader) cover

Forever | Lee Haechan cover

[✓]Thrive | XIAOJUN cover

Missing Bloodlines | Book 1✓

Complete✔️ Nct Mafia au Book 1 She is all alone... No one by her side... But she have a regret and it way the day she help 'him'. Only because of that day she end up joining some Mafia things. It scary and she could feel like she will die any time. But in the other hand, she feel something missing. What is it? Lee Jena just a normal teenager girl. One day something happened and when she realized that thing make her join them. She hate it and want to use this opportunity to die during the her mission but something hold her back from doing it. Day by day is a surprise. Time by time the truth of her older brother disappearance keep popping up. Sunha: Just some cringe fanfic I made years ago and I will never read this again. Nope.