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dysthymia | zhong chenle

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Reads 148,996
Votes 7,930
Parts 41
Time 5h 3m

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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dysthymia
/dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/
persistent mild depression

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───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ─────

"the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness"

"if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector."

"and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?"

in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals 

+ mafia gang au 
+ sequel to alexithymiaAll Rights Reserved

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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[✓] Trivial | JISUNG by Dozennie127

Book 8 in the Alpha series "Fine. I'll be honest. I feel bad for trying to kill you." "... Was that an apology?" --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU They were to kill each other, but they didn't or rather... they couldn't. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? NOPE. Blood and gruesome deaths maybe mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes maybe included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

[✓] Terror | JAEHYUN by Dozennie127

Book 5 in the Alpha series "Are you going to hurt me too?" "No!... Well of course i will kill you, sweet heart. Just maybe after i get to know what i need." ----- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU They hated each other. From their very guts. She held secrets about them, he didn't even know. But they still came closer than ever. Even if it started in the basement of their mansion. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

Try Again || MARKHYUCK • NCT by haechansnovia

"We'll be alright, I want to try again" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jaemin, a new student, forms bonds with Renjun, Haechan, and Chenle. As he encounters more faces throughout the day like Mark, Jeno, and Jisung, he uncovers a shared past between both of his friend groups, Yet, a shadow looms over their history-a rift caused by the breakup of Haechan and Mark, which leads Jaemin in shock and in wanting to know more. As he gets closer to both friend groups, a truth gets revealed and leaves the friend group stunned, uneasy and sorry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Please Don't Kill My Flowers... (NCT/Jaemin x Reader) by AnniYang09

♛↝"ρℓєαѕє ԃσηт кιℓℓ му ƒℓσωєяѕ, тнєιя му ℓιƒє..."↜♛ Hello~ This is an FF based on Jaemin and Y/n. Txt will also be featured in this fanfic I won't be posting daily or maybe weekly because I also have another one on my YouTube channel called "Until I Met You Guys" Other Groups Ft: TXT, ENHYPEN, JUST B, TNT Language: English Started: 8/30/2021 Ended: 1/26/2022 Now hope you enjoy!

𝗡𝗖𝗧 𝗠𝗮𝗳𝗶𝗮 𝗔𝗨 𝗼𝘁21 [𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀𝘿] by milkiestmilkbread

An NCT ot21 Mafia AU [WARNING: This book is cringey asf cuz it was my first book; I'm finally rewriting it :)] EDIT: It's been like 2-3 years and y'all are still reading my garbage writing from 2019 😭 how do y'all enjoy it?? {REWRITING} Rewrite Started: January 24th, 2021 Rewrite Finished: N/A {Book 2 Out Now!} Started: April 14th, 2019 Finished: August 28th, 2019

ʜᴏᴛ ɴ ᴄᴏʟᴅ by nanoluv3

She thought no one loves her, He proves her wrong. Gang/Mafia AU ⚠️WARNING⚠️ Childhood trauma Violence (abuse, rape) Suicide Mental illness (depression) Plagiarism is a crime Started : 05/10/20 Ended : 11/12/20

the spaces in betweenㅣtaeyong by sunsiac

[guardianangel!au] having him by my side was simultaneously the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. It was like seeing my reflection move on its own in the mirror; something so inexplicable that I couldn't help but freeze in my tracks. It was weird at first, having someone that I knew was always a few steps behind me or around the next corner, but eventually, I found myself taking comfort in it. I grew used to him and the glowing halo he adorned, and he became the reason there was always a hint of a smile on my face. Even if I didn't know the story behind his untraditional appearance to me. Eventually, when we both realised what was going on, something began to change. We were distant at first, not knowing how to handle it, but after everything, he became something close to a friend. He gave me a shoulder to cry on and he kept my head above water, but most of all, he gave me someone that I knew I could always trust. But working our way around the guidelines as friends was hard enough. And when things began to change in a different way, I knew that eventually, we would find ourselves in much hotter water. - EX: angel ; we needed a better title 😔 ©️sunnyxiaojuns 2018 ❝in whatever manner it comes to be, love is never wrong.❞ s: 5/6/18 f: 8/17/19

[✓] Tranquil | JUNGWOO by Dozennie127

Book 4 in the Alpha series "Are you still not going to tell me why you won't go home? You always stay here till you are sure that your parents slept. What are you hiding-" "I already told you that i don't want to talk about it." "I am letting you stay here. I deserve to know. And you know you can trust me, i have known you for an entire year now!" --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU She killed, he healed. They were different yet they found comfort in each other. What happens when their friendship turns... up a level? The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

hallucinations | Jaemin by Lin-Liiiiiiiin

ɦǟʟʟʊƈɨռǟȶɨօռֆ It felt like an alternate reality, everytime I close my eyes. In the world full of wonders and new things to explore. It felt weird, since everything was different starting from the ground to the sky. Open your eyes, and your back at your reality. It was fun at first, but slowly, it's becoming one of your worst nightmares you will ever face. 9-10-18 / 10-13-18 - FINISHED - Highest Ranking: #66 - sm #2 - hendery

[✓]Thrive | XIAOJUN by Dozennie127

Book 6 in the Alpha series "Why are you awake?" "Couldn't sleep." "Same." --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU When she finds herself lonely she finally gives in to the friendships around her and he finally gives in to the idea of love only because of her. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

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[✓] Trivial | JISUNG cover

[✓] Terror | JAEHYUN cover

Try Again || MARKHYUCK • NCT cover

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𝗡𝗖𝗧 𝗠𝗮𝗳𝗶𝗮 𝗔𝗨 𝗼𝘁21 [𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀𝘿] cover

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[✓] Tranquil | JUNGWOO cover

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[✓] Trivial | JISUNG

Book 8 in the Alpha series "Fine. I'll be honest. I feel bad for trying to kill you." "... Was that an apology?" --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU They were to kill each other, but they didn't or rather... they couldn't. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? NOPE. Blood and gruesome deaths maybe mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes maybe included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.