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dysthymia | zhong chenle

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Reads 150,551
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Parts 41
Time 5h 3m

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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dysthymia
/dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/
persistent mild depression

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───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ─────

"the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness"

"if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector."

"and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?"

in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals 

+ mafia gang au 
+ sequel to alexithymiaAll Rights Reserved

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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[✓] Tranquil | JUNGWOO by Dozennie127

Book 4 in the Alpha series "Are you still not going to tell me why you won't go home? You always stay here till you are sure that your parents slept. What are you hiding-" "I already told you that i don't want to talk about it." "I am letting you stay here. I deserve to know. And you know you can trust me, i have known you for an entire year now!" --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU She killed, he healed. They were different yet they found comfort in each other. What happens when their friendship turns... up a level? The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

[✓] Tantalizing | HAECHAN by Dozennie127

Book 2 in the Alpha series "Aeri?" "I missed you. I mean it. I avoided you, cried about you... made Nari and Jeno fight... 4 years passed and i still love you. "Please come back to me." "Did you drink too?" ---- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU When he first saw her... he was mesmerized. he said she was worthy of the most beautiful moments in life. But... But she was nothing like that... after all she is part of a gang. So she had to let go, and she did. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. How does he restore what he had with her in a gang? --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? Maybe once. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included(a lot of it btw) If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

[✓] Thrive | XIAOJUN by Dozennie127

Book 6 in the Alpha series "Why are you awake?" "Couldn't sleep." "Same." --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU When she finds herself lonely she finally gives in to the friendships around her and he finally gives in to the idea of love only because of her. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖞 𝖇𝖔𝖒𝖇 | 𝖓𝖈𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖋𝖎𝖆 𝖆𝖚 by Crazed9

"𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖐 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖞 𝖇𝖔𝖒𝖇 𝖜𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖔𝖋𝖋... 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉" ✷NCT Mafia au✷ *WARNING* -Mature language and content- *READ AT OWN RISK* !*DISCLAIMER*!- I do not own NCT or its members, and some events may or may not have occurred in real life. This story is purely fictional and made for entertainment and enjoyment purposes only. ~Started~ 20.7.15 ~Finished~ 24.10.28

𝗯𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 | nct taeyong by dxnsangki

「 ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ 」 - It only started as a one night stand, soon became each other's addiction. Can they really be more than that? #1 - nct #1 - taeil #1 - taeyong #1 - kun #1 - jaehyun #1 - jungwoo #1 - hendery

Forever | Lee Haechan by yereomin

"You don't own me," "Like it or not, if you're mine once, you're mine forever," / sequel to Never / plot focused / established relationship / Haechan x OC / mystery, action, dark romance, psychological thriller / it does get pretty smutty / third book on the "Twisted Circles" universe Misery is a part of life and evil is a perpetual part of society. Lee Haechan and Kim Jiae couldn't be the ones to talk when they themselves were blurring the lines between benevolence and cynicism. But the Sermanes were stepping a line that pushed the boundary of unethical to inhumane. After uncovering what lies beneath Hanyak and getting their hands on an imperative set of files, the couple ended up delving deeper into the intricate maze of violence and mystery. What they wouldn't have expected is for the betrayals to hit so close to home. Neither did they think the leader of the syndicate would go as far as blurring the lines between reality and delusion - where truth is an illusion and lies are spread as reality. She finds herself in a compromising position midst the world of the richest in the country, the chaebols - his world; a world she couldn't have anticipated the wickedness of. On the other hand he, struggles to juggle all that had been thrown at him at once, failing to dodge the bullet that was aimed straight home. The pair is faced with distrust and hostility between them, all the while, having to manage their child - with whom they finally find a budding glimmer of hope and gradually rebuild the cracks in their relationship that was caused by an odd intervention. In a world where money is power, and power prevails. Is love really just a cascading delusion? In the end, would they manage to make it through it all, unscathed? "You know I still love you, right?" "Do you even recognise me..?"

the spaces in betweenㅣtaeyong by sunsiac

[guardianangel!au] having him by my side was simultaneously the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. It was like seeing my reflection move on its own in the mirror; something so inexplicable that I couldn't help but freeze in my tracks. It was weird at first, having someone that I knew was always a few steps behind me or around the next corner, but eventually, I found myself taking comfort in it. I grew used to him and the glowing halo he adorned, and he became the reason there was always a hint of a smile on my face. Even if I didn't know the story behind his untraditional appearance to me. Eventually, when we both realised what was going on, something began to change. We were distant at first, not knowing how to handle it, but after everything, he became something close to a friend. He gave me a shoulder to cry on and he kept my head above water, but most of all, he gave me someone that I knew I could always trust. But working our way around the guidelines as friends was hard enough. And when things began to change in a different way, I knew that eventually, we would find ourselves in much hotter water. - EX: angel ; we needed a better title 😔 ©️sunnyxiaojuns 2018 ❝in whatever manner it comes to be, love is never wrong.❞ s: 5/6/18 f: 8/17/19

FINDING BLOODLINE [Book 2] ✓ by KimSunha5

REWRITE [CURRENTLY IN HIATUS because i probably just lost interest?] NCT Mafia au Book 2 of Missing Bloodline Things started to go crazy and Jena is wondering how Mafia life could get even crazier and weirder. Jena kinda hates it but she needs to accept it since that's what Jisung said as the way to keep himself sane. She wants her brother back. And He wants to come back. "I want my brother back damn it!!" "Damn it, why did they kidnap me for them to marinate me here for two f**king years?"

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minhyunglar: taeyong hyung plz give me food ;( if I starve and die of hunger it's your fault hoechan: hi do I know you? minhyunglar: dont try to play games with me, filthy ass hoechan: uh I'm not taeyong, this is haechan minhyunglar: ... [minhyunglar logged off] hoechan: well ok then. - [the story of two boys who are internet best friends, but hate each other in real life.] - started - 09/03/18 ended - 11/15/18 • ©️ nctmelodies 2018

Cherry Bomb || NCT fanfiction || COMPLETED by pjyuw_u

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Book 4 in the Alpha series "Are you still not going to tell me why you won't go home? You always stay here till you are sure that your parents slept. What are you hiding-" "I already told you that i don't want to talk about it." "I am letting you stay here. I deserve to know. And you know you can trust me, i have known you for an entire year now!" --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU She killed, he healed. They were different yet they found comfort in each other. What happens when their friendship turns... up a level? The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.