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dysthymia | zhong chenle

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Reads 150,762
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Parts 41
Time 5h 3m

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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dysthymia
/dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/
persistent mild depression

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───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ─────

"the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness"

"if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector."

"and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?"

in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals 

+ mafia gang au 
+ sequel to alexithymiaAll Rights Reserved

chenle doyoung haechan hendery jaehyun jaemin jeno jisung johnny jungwoo kun lucas mark nct nct127 nctdream renjun taeil taeyong ten winwin xiaojun yangyang yuta zhongchenle

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HORIZON / Haechan FF/ Soulmate AU/ Gang by tantansy3strawberry

"Soulmates" was something one was supposed to feel happy about. One was supposed to feel pride , jealousy, love and affection from their other half But the only thing she ever felt when she heard about it was fear. Fear of rejection... Her soulmate was the last piece of hope she was hanging on, if he left her she would fall down and break apart. The both were very different... She was an angel who grew up fearing devils.... He was an devil that grew up to be worse..... 'Will she receive even a little love back?' It was always the echoes of her thoughts that came back. No answers. Her only escape from the world would be the horizon where her soulmate opened the door to the sky filled with wonders.... /////// Highest rankings : #1 in full sun (15 Feb 2022) #1 in jeno (jul 29 2024) #1 in jaemin(april 4 2025) #3 in donghyuck(may 7 2025)

$Baby don't like it {Markhyuck} by nct_inthehouse127$

Hyuck and Jeno had been dating since My first and last era, they loved each other endlessly and had a beautiful relationship . Everyone in nct supported their couple even though the members were quite disappointed at the beginning since everyone shipped Heachan with Mark. Everything was okay between Jeno and Hyuck until it was decided that nct127 will go on a tour . Because of hyuck latest injury , mark had missed the younger and decided to make the most of their friendship although he wanted more.. So he started being clingy towards Hyuck and the fans uploaded tons of their moments and fan-cams everywhere which led to misunderstandings between Hyuck and Jeno that eventually turned into a break up. Or maybe that what it seems like ... Being heartbroken was an understatement , he was devastated , his shiny smile turned into a river of tears . He loved Jeno with his everything , and moving on was very hard . Nct's sunny days became a storm , and everyone worried about their fullsun . Even though Mark was relieved that they broke up he can't help but feel bad about Heachan's state he loved the younger and he would do anything to make him smile or maybe make him his too?

[✓] Tantalizing | HAECHAN by Dozennie127

Book 2 in the Alpha series "Aeri?" "I missed you. I mean it. I avoided you, cried about you... made Nari and Jeno fight... 4 years passed and i still love you. "Please come back to me." "Did you drink too?" ---- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU When he first saw her... he was mesmerized. he said she was worthy of the most beautiful moments in life. But... But she was nothing like that... after all she is part of a gang. So she had to let go, and she did. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. How does he restore what he had with her in a gang? --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? Maybe once. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included(a lot of it btw) If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

Survivor // Lee Haechan by PlanetNCT

He was in a mafia gang, she was an innocent girl. When they cross paths, what would happen? •Mafia/soulmate au. Highest ranking: #1 NCT !! (x5 and more~) #1 nctff (x5 and more~) #1 Haechan !! (x5 and more~) #1 haechanau (x2~) #1 leehaechan !! (x4~) #1 Donghyuck !! (x5 and more~) #1 leedonghyuck !! (x2~) #1 jaemin (x5 and more~) #1 Renjun (x3~) #1 Yuta (x5 and more~) #1 Doyoung (x3~) #1 Jeno (x3~) #1 shotaro (x3~) #1 Chenle (x3~) #1 Xiaojun #1 Ten (x2~) #1 Mark (x3~) #1 Taeyong Started: 05/23/2021 Ended: 09/26/2022

Missing Bloodlines | Book 1✓ by KimSunha5

Complete✔️ Nct Mafia au Book 1 She is all alone... No one by her side... But she have a regret and it way the day she help 'him'. Only because of that day she end up joining some Mafia things. It scary and she could feel like she will die any time. But in the other hand, she feel something missing. What is it? Lee Jena just a normal teenager girl. One day something happened and when she realized that thing make her join them. She hate it and want to use this opportunity to die during the her mission but something hold her back from doing it. Day by day is a surprise. Time by time the truth of her older brother disappearance keep popping up. 2025 : JUST FINISHED REWRITING THE WHOLE DAMN CHAPTER

[✓] Thrive | XIAOJUN by Dozennie127

Book 6 in the Alpha series "Why are you awake?" "Couldn't sleep." "Same." --- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU When she finds herself lonely she finally gives in to the friendships around her and he finally gives in to the idea of love only because of her. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

FINDING BLOODLINE [Book 2] ✓ by KimSunha5

REWRITE [DISCONTINUED] NCT Mafia au Book 2 of Missing Bloodline Things started to go crazy and Jena is wondering how Mafia life could get even crazier and weirder. Jena kinda hates it but she needs to accept it since that's what Jisung said as the way to keep himself sane. She wants her brother back. And He wants to come back. "I want my brother back damn it!!" "Damn it, why did they kidnap me for them to marinate me here for two f**king years?"

[✓] Terror | JAEHYUN by Dozennie127

Book 5 in the Alpha series "Are you going to hurt me too?" "No!... Well of course i will kill you, sweet heart. Just maybe after i get to know what i need." ----- SHORT BOOKS // Gang AU They hated each other. From their very guts. She held secrets about them, he didn't even know. But they still came closer than ever. Even if it started in the basement of their mansion. The Alphas are the biggest, scariest and the strongest gang in the city. They thrive on the streets and have illegal deals without getting caught by the police. --- Trigger Warnings: Smut? I don't think so. Blood, Suicide and rape mentioned Detailed crime scenes as well Sexual terms and jokes included If not comfortable with any of the mentioned above ^ then please don't read, i will place warnings but if i forget i am sorry.

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