dysthymia | zhong chenle
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dysthymia
/dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/
persistent mild depression
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───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ─────
"the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness"
"if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector."
"and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?"
in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals
+ mafia gang au
+ sequel to alexithymia
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