BELLADONNA: Dive from Above
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Last published Mon, Jan 18, 2021
Living with three brothers, strict mother and a father with cheating issues, I can no longer call it a home. All we have is money, but how about morals? Dignity? Pride?
Torn between ending this cycle of misery or ending my life. If I can do both, why not?
Pagod na ako. Keeping the family together and keeping my sanity intact is too much.
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