Lost and never found...(depressed peter parker fanfic)
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Peter Parker is a 16 year old boy who is also the vigilante Spider-man. But he's also an orphan who is depressed and self-harms. He is abused by the owner of the orphanage and is bullied at school. He feels like he's worthless, he beleives he's worthless, he thinks that there's no reason for him to be alive. If he wasn't Spider-man then he would have killed himself a long time ago, but he has a city to protect, so no matter how much he wants to, he just can't kill himself. But soon he starts to question wheather he really is helping the city or not, and soon he beleives that the best thing he can do is commit suicide, so he tries, but a certain tin-can saves him. Will Tony and Steve be able to help Peter? Will they find out about his misfortunes and the fact that he's Spider-man? What happens when they decide they want to know more about the little vigilante and end up finding out some less than happy things? What happens when peter get's an internship at Stark inndustries? Read to find out!
WARNING THIS STORY CONTAINS
Spideypool
Stony
Self Harm
Suicidal Thoughts
Abuse
Attempted Suicide
Bullying
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