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Smoked Out Sins

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Reads 625
Votes 32
Parts 20
Time 2h 26m

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"I'm tired of running from this, Addy. It's not going away, and I don't think I can protect you anymore."

Addison Bailey was stuck in the wildfire that she called her life; never catching a break. Pushing through the traumas in her life, she finds peace in anything poisonous to her. 

One eventful night out, she stumbles across a godsend in the form of Beckett Emerson, a med student with an apartment to share. The pair find comfort in each other until a sudden reappearance in Addison's life challenges what they have. The past always follows closely behind in the shadows. There is no more hiding, no more safety nets.


There is some drug use, violence and swearing in this book.All Rights Reserved

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