Crisis Of Faith
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Ongoing9m
Last published Wed, Jun 10, 2020
"Back when i was in middle school we had to do a project where you had to write down what you want to be remembered by i didn't think about it then ....
But as i watch my elder brother Elliot kneel in front of my grave and cry for what felt like forever i wish he would remember "how i made him feel " i wanted him to remember the laughter ,the jokes the adventures .
I just wanted him happy .
My name is Connor and i died after loosing my battle with brain tumor 4 months ago but even as my body died my soul still remained watching over my family .This is their story ."
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