»You're staring at me«, Sirius whispered with a small smug grin on his lips. »I'm worried about you«, I replied. _________________ Holly and Sirius are best friends. Have always been, will always be. Or at least it was like that before Christmas Eve, 1977, the night that changed everything... _________________ !DISCLAIMER! I. English isn't my first language so please excuse my grammar/writing errors. Feel free to correct me or leave constructive criticism, I'd love to learn! II. This little fanfic will be quite "smutty" so if you cringe easily, forgive me please. III. I wrote this because I will never forgive JKR that she didn't write a book about Sirius. I love him. Also, I don't think all characters will be very "canon" but at this point, I don't really care. Have fun reading!