I'll Paint You A Smile

Swig after swig, gulp after gulp, drink after drink, sip after sip. I emptied the entire bottle of whiskey, in record time. I could feel his eyes burning holes in my skin as he continuously stared at my face. Slowly i felt the effect of the liquid. My world spun around me and hazed over like a fog gracing the green fields in the mornings.
I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply. I silently wished that he felt the sparks every time we touched but i knew that wasn't possible, not for such a freaking screw up like me at least.
I let myself go. I brought my hands to his chest and pushed him roughly. I was tired of looking into those eyes and seeing no emotion, seeing nothing.

I walked over hastily and grabbed to more bottles of whiskey, gulping them down harshly. A cool sensation rolled through my entire body. I slowly felt my world slip away...