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Had It All

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You know that feeling when you feel like the world is yours? As if you could eat it up with just a couple steps ? 

That's how Talia felt leaving high school for the first, she knew going to college was that formidable momentum her life had been craving.

Four years of constant IDKs and MAYBEs finally would come to an end. Everything would align itself to give her that future she yearned for. That stepping stone to leave her past and start anew...at a school like University of Dander Creek what could go wrong aside from stress? 

Well let me tell you Talia didn't expect her life to get titled on its axis...
Dating apps, 
Parties,
And a heck of a lot of self discovery because theres nothing like waking up every day feeling like you're going to remake yourself only to say "I'll start tomorrow..." 

Remember it all started with thinking she "Had it all"All Rights Reserved

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