subconsciously

We're rarely aware, or at least fully aware, of our subconscious mental activity. But subconscious thought does affect our feelings and behavior, and it's often revealed in dreams, artistic expression, and slips of the tongue. The subconscious mind can be a hiding place for anxiety, a source of creativity, and often the reason behind our own mysterious behavior.

MERRIAM-WEBSTER

you never know what it is
you fail to recognize

'till your pen dances
to your subconscious.

let them be the life of the ball,
let your page be their dancefloor,

let your voice be the sound,
let them write this secret down.