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faded • m.p.

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Parts 21
Time 1h 29m

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abuse alejandro alvaro blunts depression drugaddiction drugs fanfiction friends gangs jersey jerseyboys kairi life love lovestory mattia mattiapolibio party passit roshaun suicide weed

Aaliyah was a girl who everyone thought they had figured out. They thought she was just the shy quiet type of girl. Except that wasn't who she was at all. Everyone thinks they know her and who she is but little do they know.. they know nothing at all. Her story goes much deeper than just some girl who stays to herself. And no one will EVER know the truth.. we'll that is until-🤭

a/n: I can alr tell this I'ma fall in love wit this story. you can to if you read it and VOTE PLEASE!!



⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ 
• sexual assault 
• abuse
• self harm/suicide
• drug abuse
• overdose 
• offensive language 
• smut
• depressionAll Rights Reserved

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