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IF I STAY

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Time 6h 43m

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What do you do when you're plagued with monsters of your past? You run away.


Choi beomgyu always does. Leaving Daegu, dropping out of art college in Daegu to run to Seoul...everything he does is inspired by the need to run away. Fight or flight and his default answer has always been to leave.


But now, he meets Kang Taehyun-a headstrong guy, one years his junior. He is stubborn, a bit childish and carries an air of risk everywhere he goes. He is everything Beomgyu isn't asking for, and yet he finds himself drawn to him. Will he be able to let go of the past and take a chance on whatever is budding between them?All Rights Reserved

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Time | Taegyu ✔️ by delulutaegyuist

"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam

NEFARIOUS - TAEGYU ✔️ by WaengingkaisArchive

SYNOPSIS Choi Beomgyu, top law student at day, runs with the Mafia at night has two sides to him; he can be ruthlessly hot tempered, he can be... 'everyone' normal. An encounter during one of the Mafia's missions lead Beomgyu down an unexpected spiral as Beomgyu saves Taehyun, a human trafficking victim. WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW - My second fanfic!! - My readers 2nd favourite ❤️ - Mafia AU - Angst!! (LEGIT) - Steamy ⚠️ - Prepare tissues 🤧 - A roller coaster 🎢 - Smut chapter has been moved to 'Caffeine'

Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎ by hyungerine

"I'm scared" He replied, his tone shaky and worried. "Scared of what" Taehyun asked, holding Beomgyu's hand and assuring him that he is there for him. "Scared of the day you will turn into ashes and fly away, while I can do nothing but sit there and watch as you drift farther and farther away from me" Or a story in which two boys who loathe each other at first, find comfort in each other's presence. +×+ Warnings - Auditory Hallucination Disorder - Underage drinking/ smoking - Violence - Child abuse - Suicide - Bullying - Angst - Mentions of self harm - Harsh language The pictures used in this book are not all mine and I give credit to the artist in the beginning of each chapter which I use an art for. This story is not to harm any txt members or any other kpop idols mentioned in the story. None of it is true and I'm not trying to force the idols into a relationship. The idea for the story is mine and I do NOT approve of someone copyrighting my book, if you happen to see anyone copying my story, let me know ASAP! started: 4/3/2023 ended: 3/31/2024

20Cm by heestruck

Professional baseball player Kang Taehyun has achieved success and fame in his career, but deep down, he feels an emptiness that can only be filled by the one person who truly understood and supported him-his ex-boyfriend Choi Beomgyu. Driven by a mix of nostalgia and a desire for closure, Taehyun seeks out Beomgyu to reconcile their differences. As they reconnect, the past comes rushing back, bringing both cherished memories and unresolved conflicts to the surface. Taehyun and Beomgyu find themselves caught in a web of emotions, grappling with the choices they made and the consequences that followed. Old wounds reopen, and they are confronted with the painful reality that time has changed them both. Through their journey of reminiscence and self-reflection, Taehyun and Beomgyu confront the realities of their present lives and discover whether their shared history can pave the way for a future together, or if it is best left in the past. Started: 2/17/2023 Finished 8/18/2023

𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 • yeonbin & taegyu ✓ by CH3RRYM3L

two years ago the world found itself being emerged with death and violence, humans transformed into dangerous creatures with hunger for flesh, killing and eating everyone in their ways. one bite, one scratch and you will become an infected, not remembering who you love or who you are, only caring about piercing your teeth on someone else's skin. but some lost their humanity without having to be infected. when your only objective is surviving, you do everything on your hands to have one more breath, one more minute alive. so the scariest creatures started being the ones supposed to be sane, humans. °•°•❁•°•° °•boyxboy °•yeonbin and taegyu °•smut °•TRIGGER WARNINGS: death, blood, violence, gore, mental illness, paranoia, suicide, depression °•lowercase intended °•this story was written by me, please do not copy °•°•❁•°•° °•HIGHER RANKS•° °•#1 in taegyu °•#1 in yeonbin °•#1 in choiyeonjun °•#1 in tomorrowbytogether °•#2 in zombies °•#3 in tomorrowxtogether °•#4 in beomgyu °•#11 in txt °•#16 in soobin °•°•❁•°•° °•complete•° °•started: 11/24/2021•° °•completed: 03/23/2022•° °•°•❁•°•°

The Blue Hours Passed | beomjun / yeongyu by justinmingyi

Beomgyu and Yeonjun have been friends since childhood. Beomgyu, the son of a CEO of a luxury car company. Yeonjun, an orphan on a scholarship for their arts school. The feelings have always been there, but neither brave enough to voice them. When Beomgyu is diagnosed with depression, he gets sent to a psychiatric ward, and Yeonjun is crushed. He figures out a way to sneak in, faking an illness, so that he could be with his best friend. And maybe, they can tell each other how they feel before it's too late.

[✓] Hidden Sapphire || Taegyu by spreadingsmiles15

"I lived a life where my tears are a measurement for someone else's happiness. I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy without guilt gnawing at me." After years of constantly being tormented by the ones he thought loved him, Choi Beomgyu is met with the reality of not being able to cry anymore. Or Beomgyu was born with a gift, something other people would call a blessing when it's actually a curse he had to be burdened with all his life. - Check disclaimer/introduction for trigger warnings

Heaven ➳ Taegyu ✔ by Jimais_Vu

Choi Beomgyu x Kang Taehyun They say all good boys go to Heaven, but bad boys bring Heaven to you. Aka your typical story where the intimidating, misunderstood bad boy falls in love with the soft new student. But it's Taegyu, so it makes it okay. Warnings: Cursing Violence Sexual content Trigger warning (abusive parent, substance abuse, depressing topics) Despite the angst, unhealthy amounts of uwus will be busted Started: 9/30/21 Finished: 2/16/22 This story isn't meant to offend Beomgyu or Taehyun in any way shape or form. It's just fiction and it is not to be taken seriously. Any events that happen in real life that are similar to events in the story are purely coincidental.

𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒 |𝐊𝐕|✓ by JEONleryOfTAE

[Deep Wounds] 'i'll kill you ..' Taehyung mouthed to the bodyguard who smirked mockingly at him before Taehyung gazed at his side and his breath hitched in his throat. He wide eyes stared at the scene unfolding in front of him. There stood Jungkook with a bleeding head. The blood is flowing through his head somewhere in between the back side and going to the down of his neck while four men are holding him up tightly. Those beautiful doe eyes are watching him helplessly with so much pain. And that only made Taehyung gasp in shock. "Jungk-" TopKook ✔️ BottomTae ✔️ ~Jeon<3

Eyes of a Target by itsvspicy

Kim Taehyung has been running for almost his whole life. Why? Why does he need to be thrown in the dark just for what he is born as? He can't control it, it's not his fault. He hates how he is despised by his kind. Hunted down for what he is. What happens when he gets in trouble? Will his life be over, or will a new adventure begin? * a taekook story

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"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam