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IF I STAY

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What do you do when you're plagued with monsters of your past? You run away.


Choi beomgyu always does. Leaving Daegu, dropping out of art college in Daegu to run to Seoul...everything he does is inspired by the need to run away. Fight or flight and his default answer has always been to leave.


But now, he meets Kang Taehyun-a headstrong guy, one years his junior. He is stubborn, a bit childish and carries an air of risk everywhere he goes. He is everything Beomgyu isn't asking for, and yet he finds himself drawn to him. Will he be able to let go of the past and take a chance on whatever is budding between them?All Rights Reserved

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$Your Heartbeat: A Journey Back to You || YeonGyu\BeomJun by yeonjun_is_my_noona$

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Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎

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