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IF I STAY

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Time 6h 43m

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What do you do when you're plagued with monsters of your past? You run away.


Choi beomgyu always does. Leaving Daegu, dropping out of art college in Daegu to run to Seoul...everything he does is inspired by the need to run away. Fight or flight and his default answer has always been to leave.


But now, he meets Kang Taehyun-a headstrong guy, one years his junior. He is stubborn, a bit childish and carries an air of risk everywhere he goes. He is everything Beomgyu isn't asking for, and yet he finds himself drawn to him. Will he be able to let go of the past and take a chance on whatever is budding between them?All Rights Reserved

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Time | Taegyu ✔️ by delulutaegyuist

"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam

Where We Came | TaeGyu by writergyu

About a story where a boy named Choi Beomgyu is a very close friend of Kang Taehyun. Beomgyu hasn't realized his own feelings for Taehyun this whole years of being friends with him and this is where in he falls in love for him slowly and want to be more than best friends. He couldn't help but admire his god-like beauty, love his kind personality, want to protect him like he's a fragile glass, spend time with him even in the busiest days, cherish his whole existence, show him affection whenever he's given the chance to, comfort him during his hard times, light up his mood when he's frowning during the day, and much more. After a while, Beomgyu realized that this subconsciousness and inner soul of his is willing to commit to Taehyun. What will their ending turn out?

Heaven ➳ Taegyu ✔ by Jimais_Vu

Choi Beomgyu x Kang Taehyun They say all good boys go to Heaven, but bad boys bring Heaven to you. Aka your typical story where the intimidating, misunderstood bad boy falls in love with the soft new student. But it's Taegyu, so it makes it okay. Warnings: Cursing Violence Sexual content Trigger warning (abusive parent, substance abuse, depressing topics) Despite the angst, unhealthy amounts of uwus will be busted Started: 9/30/21 Finished: 2/16/22 This story isn't meant to offend Beomgyu or Taehyun in any way shape or form. It's just fiction and it is not to be taken seriously. Any events that happen in real life that are similar to events in the story are purely coincidental.

$Your Heartbeat: A Journey Back to You || YeonGyu\BeomJun by yeonjun_is_my_noona$

Within the tapestry of heartbreak and health challenges, Beomgyu embarks on a profound journey through life's complexities. As he traverses the maze of his own emotions, a serendipitous encounter leads Yeonjun to discover the mesmerizing symphony of Beomgyu's heartbeat-a melody that resonates with the echoes of their intertwined destinies. This is the story of a heart that intertwined the lives of two strangers, weaving a tale of love, resilience, and the transformative power of connection. "You should be taking more care of yourself in your condition." "There's only so much I can do. It's not like I have the luxury of taking care of myself when everyone else is too busy... busy hurting me instead." "I guess sometimes life just doesn't give us much choice." "And you..? Why do you rely so much on alcohol?" "... Because it helps me sleep at night..." STARTED: February 18, 2024 FINISHED: March 15, 2024

20Cm by heestruck

Professional baseball player Kang Taehyun has achieved success and fame in his career, but deep down, he feels an emptiness that can only be filled by the one person who truly understood and supported him-his ex-boyfriend Choi Beomgyu. Driven by a mix of nostalgia and a desire for closure, Taehyun seeks out Beomgyu to reconcile their differences. As they reconnect, the past comes rushing back, bringing both cherished memories and unresolved conflicts to the surface. Taehyun and Beomgyu find themselves caught in a web of emotions, grappling with the choices they made and the consequences that followed. Old wounds reopen, and they are confronted with the painful reality that time has changed them both. Through their journey of reminiscence and self-reflection, Taehyun and Beomgyu confront the realities of their present lives and discover whether their shared history can pave the way for a future together, or if it is best left in the past. Started: 2/17/2023 Finished 8/18/2023

Homesick [Taekook] ✓ by cIoudy_tk

Taehyung loves to travel around the world. In truth, he longs for a place he can call his home. A trip to America changes everything when he's ambushed in a backstreet one night. He sees numerous shadows but hears only one name: Jungkook. "I hate you because you made me live this nightmare I don't want to wake up from" - Taehyung "I hate you because you remind me how beautiful life is" - Jungkook Cover made by @_BLACKSPADESZ

Lean by heestruck

Beomgyu meets the dark piercing eyes of Kang Taehyun and the tip of the sword he had studied makes contact with his throat. He could practically feel the cold steel pressing against his skin, ready to cut into him at the slightest movement. Taehyun's voice was low and filled with simmering anger as he hissed, "Thought you could escape, didn't you?" As Beomgyu gasped for air, he couldn't help but notice the intensity in Taehyun's wide eyes. The shadows of the forest cast an ominous glow on his face. Even in this situation, he couldn't deny the striking presence of the man who had captured him. Taehyun's features were sharp, and his dark hair appeared in disheveled waves. He resembled Kang Seohyun with every feature he displayed. He doesn't know what type of blind stupidity takes over him, but Beomgyu finds himself responding breathlessly. "Why don't you just kill me?" - In the realm of Mirage, five powerful kingdoms battle for supremacy in the wake of the king's death and two heirs from opposing royal families find themselves embroiled in a bitter feud. When Choi Beomgyu's father assumes the throne in the wake of the king's death, Kang Taehyun upholds his family's honor and takes Beomgyu captive. In the mix of lies, betrayals, and bloodshed, Taehyun and Beomgyu connect on a deeper level, finding a mutual bond of love and understanding despite their family's rivalry. Started 10/12/23

Reversal | Taegyu Fanfiction by kriingkles

25, February 2023 | kriingkles "I'm sorry, Beomgyu... Let's just break up..." "Why Taehyun? Why!? You're breaking up with me because there's someone now that can give you all you need? You're breaking up with me because... Because I'm nothing to you now?" "Yeah... I'm sorry. I'm just so sick of you already... I regret being with you all these years." Being poor is making you no other choice but to survive. Kang Taehyun has his bestfriend and boyfriend Choi Beomgyu. They started working together, studying together, and living together just to help each other for the expenses and everything. Yet despite of the extreme love they have for each other, Taehyun had a turning point of his life that to all he can let go, he chooses Choi Beomgyu. But what if after several years later, they meet again... But in a reverse situation? (MATURE CONTENT: 18+)

Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎ by hyungerine

"I'm scared" He replied, his tone shaky and worried. "Scared of what" Taehyun asked, holding Beomgyu's hand and assuring him that he is there for him. "Scared of the day you will turn into ashes and fly away, while I can do nothing but sit there and watch as you drift farther and farther away from me" Or a story in which two boys who loathe each other at first, find comfort in each other's presence. +×+ Warnings - Auditory Hallucination Disorder - Underage drinking/ smoking - Violence - Child abuse - Suicide - Bullying - Angst - Mentions of self harm - Harsh language The pictures used in this book are not all mine and I give credit to the artist in the beginning of each chapter which I use an art for. This story is not to harm any txt members or any other kpop idols mentioned in the story. None of it is true and I'm not trying to force the idols into a relationship. The idea for the story is mine and I do NOT approve of someone copyrighting my book, if you happen to see anyone copying my story, let me know ASAP! started: 4/3/2023 ended: 3/31/2024

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[Deep Wounds] 'i'll kill you ..' Taehyung mouthed to the bodyguard who smirked mockingly at him before Taehyung gazed at his side and his breath hitched in his throat. He wide eyes stared at the scene unfolding in front of him. There stood Jungkook with a bleeding head. The blood is flowing through his head somewhere in between the back side and going to the down of his neck while four men are holding him up tightly. Those beautiful doe eyes are watching him helplessly with so much pain. And that only made Taehyung gasp in shock. "Jungk-" TopKook ✔️ BottomTae ✔️ ~Jeon<3

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Time | Taegyu ✔️

"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam