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IF I STAY

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Time 6h 43m

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What do you do when you're plagued with monsters of your past? You run away.


Choi beomgyu always does. Leaving Daegu, dropping out of art college in Daegu to run to Seoul...everything he does is inspired by the need to run away. Fight or flight and his default answer has always been to leave.


But now, he meets Kang Taehyun-a headstrong guy, one years his junior. He is stubborn, a bit childish and carries an air of risk everywhere he goes. He is everything Beomgyu isn't asking for, and yet he finds himself drawn to him. Will he be able to let go of the past and take a chance on whatever is budding between them?All Rights Reserved

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On My Wrist | (Taegyu) by writergyu

Where in a universe, your loved one's name is marked on your wrist like a permanent tattoo visibly. No privacy of love interest is hidden, they're all obvious. You have to find a way to hide it. For example; wearing a hoodie, putting make-up on it, etc. It was like a punishment when your crush doesn't like you back but like a lucky charm when your crush likes you back. It depends. So, this is how Choi Beomgyu's story goes with this guy named Kang Taehyun. - Mwuahahah. Idk anymore. Just what am I doing with my life..

V for Vengeance // Vkook ✔️ by TeaCOokie4u

All superheroes doesn't wear cape.... Whether it's a thorny path with no one by your side, don't be afraid and walk alone. Taehyung tries to fight for the right, but what happens when he falls in love with someone he is not supposed to.....will things change or will he become just a forgotten chapter in the lives of his dear ones...this journey is not easy and he knows it very well. Switch taekook

𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 • yeonbin & taegyu ✓ by CH3RRYM3L

two years ago the world found itself being emerged with death and violence, humans transformed into dangerous creatures with hunger for flesh, killing and eating everyone in their ways. one bite, one scratch and you will become an infected, not remembering who you love or who you are, only caring about piercing your teeth on someone else's skin. but some lost their humanity without having to be infected. when your only objective is surviving, you do everything on your hands to have one more breath, one more minute alive. so the scariest creatures started being the ones supposed to be sane, humans. °•°•❁•°•° °•boyxboy °•yeonbin and taegyu °•smut °•TRIGGER WARNINGS: death, blood, violence, gore, mental illness, paranoia, suicide, depression °•lowercase intended °•this story was written by me, please do not copy °•°•❁•°•° °•HIGHER RANKS•° °•#1 in taegyu °•#1 in yeonbin °•#1 in choiyeonjun °•#1 in tomorrowbytogether °•#2 in zombies °•#3 in tomorrowxtogether °•#4 in beomgyu °•#11 in txt °•#16 in soobin °•°•❁•°•° °•complete•° °•started: 11/24/2021•° °•completed: 03/23/2022•° °•°•❁•°•°

𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒 |𝐊𝐕|✓ by JEONleryOfTAE

[Deep Wounds] 'i'll kill you ..' Taehyung mouthed to the bodyguard who smirked mockingly at him before Taehyung gazed at his side and his breath hitched in his throat. He wide eyes stared at the scene unfolding in front of him. There stood Jungkook with a bleeding head. The blood is flowing through his head somewhere in between the back side and going to the down of his neck while four men are holding him up tightly. Those beautiful doe eyes are watching him helplessly with so much pain. And that only made Taehyung gasp in shock. "Jungk-" TopKook ✔️ BottomTae ✔️ ~Jeon<3

20Cm by heestruck

Professional baseball player Kang Taehyun has achieved success and fame in his career, but deep down, he feels an emptiness that can only be filled by the one person who truly understood and supported him-his ex-boyfriend Choi Beomgyu. Driven by a mix of nostalgia and a desire for closure, Taehyun seeks out Beomgyu to reconcile their differences. As they reconnect, the past comes rushing back, bringing both cherished memories and unresolved conflicts to the surface. Taehyun and Beomgyu find themselves caught in a web of emotions, grappling with the choices they made and the consequences that followed. Old wounds reopen, and they are confronted with the painful reality that time has changed them both. Through their journey of reminiscence and self-reflection, Taehyun and Beomgyu confront the realities of their present lives and discover whether their shared history can pave the way for a future together, or if it is best left in the past. Started: 2/17/2023 Finished 8/18/2023

Time | Taegyu ✔️ by delulutaegyuist

"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam

Finding Our Destiny ( A Taegyu ff )✔️ by Anny-TheMoaClown

Kang Taehyun , a renowned psychiatrist , who suffers everyday from his traumatic past has been assigned to a new patient , Choi Beomgyu who is said to have severe schizophrenia . Nobody was ever successful in treating Beomgyu which is a mystery for everyone . What will happen when these two encounter each other ...... Side ships included . I am sorry if the story is similar to any other one but it will be purely coincidental .

Homesick [Taekook] ✓ by cIoudy_tk

Taehyung loves to travel around the world. In truth, he longs for a place he can call his home. A trip to America changes everything when he's ambushed in a backstreet one night. He sees numerous shadows but hears only one name: Jungkook. "I hate you because you made me live this nightmare I don't want to wake up from" - Taehyung "I hate you because you remind me how beautiful life is" - Jungkook Cover made by @_BLACKSPADESZ

Royally Screwed (TaeGyu) by scribble_bunnie

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Eyes of a Target by itsvspicy

Kim Taehyung has been running for almost his whole life. Why? Why does he need to be thrown in the dark just for what he is born as? He can't control it, it's not his fault. He hates how he is despised by his kind. Hunted down for what he is. What happens when he gets in trouble? Will his life be over, or will a new adventure begin? * a taekook story

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On My Wrist | (Taegyu) cover

V for Vengeance // Vkook ✔️ cover

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