Ashton and Luke have been friends since forever. Calum and Michael are the only ones who knows that Ashton's deepest darkest secrets. He's had the biggest crush on Luke since the 9th grade. Now it's junior year and he makes it a goal to confess his feeling to Luke but one problem... Luke is completely in love with the new girl. Oh yeah and he is as strait as a ruler. Warning: self-harm, eating disorders, little swearing, suicidal thought. Triggering. If things trigger you please please please don't read it. But I will warn before.