Help Me //SLxXXC//XXCxXY// MDZS

A side story I came up with that's mostly the inner thoughts of Xiao Xingchen in his arc in the story.
As well the inner battle in XXC's head when the mysterious person he helped kissed him, but also killed the dreams that he had held onto for so long, through everything those dreams he had was the only thing he could look forward in life to.
Though will he really hate this mysterious man? or will he hate himself for the feelings he held till his last breath and last strike of his sword?

I do not own nor came up with these characters. All rights still goes to the author of Mo Dao Zu Shi.