This book of poems contains sensitive subjects like suicide, self harm, abuse, drug and alcohol addiction, sexual assault, bullying, transphobia, mental illness and a lot of other topics you should be wary of if you potentially could be triggered by it. Take a break or read something else if it is too much. All of these entry's are based on my childhood, my mistakes and experiences in life, what's it like growing up as a young transgender person in a toxic environment, bullying in school, generational trauma, people of color, and living with mental illness. This is one of the rawest, most personal things I've ever created IN MY LIFE. It serves as an apology to those I have hurt or wronged, and it serves as a reminder that you are never alone in what you are feeling. I hope this can help you and guide you to living a better life for yourself. I think it's refreshing to see the real human side of people, not the mask we have to put on to impress everyone. I hope it can inspire you to grow as a person. I have a lot on my chest , and have never been able to be this open due to my own fear. Most of these entries ive never talked about with ANYONE and has been repressed my whole life. This was very hard for me to make, I cry a lot when I write but what do i have to lose? Just my own ego, but that is better than keeping it hidden away. I will be releasing music soon, that contains a lot of these stories and experiences. If this gets a lot of traction, (it probably won't) I will drop a link in my bio if you are interested. Thank you all for reading, I hope you can apply this to your own life or it can help guide you if you are dealing with these types of issues in life. Take care of yourself.