I Love Pain
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Pain with thrill is a kind of emotion I loved. Hindi lang sa pagsusulat kundi pati na rin sa totoong buhay. I love chasing people. Gusto kong habulin yung mga taong alam kong walang pakealam sakin. Mga taong alam kong mahirap iplease. I love people who can show me that they don't like or love me. Kasi sa paraan na yun, dun ako nasisiyahan.
I choose whoever I want. Ako ang pumipili, hindi sila. When someone is a mysterious for me,yung tipong di makwento pero alam kong may malalim na dahilan . I'll chase them. But after chasing them. Kapag alam kong nahuhulog na ang loob nila sakin, dun ko sila iiwan. I'm a monster. I know. But I don't care.
-Angel
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