Counting To 50
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Last published Sat, Jul 17, 2021
It all started when my mum met my dad. And they fell in love, and they had me. Hi, I'm Ryan, and my life is kind of crazy.
Those words are right. Almost. There are two small mistakes. Of course, my parents love each other. And they also have me. But my name is not Ryan. And my life is far from being crazy. It's been actually really terrible in the past few weeks. And it's also about to end. Probably very soon, because I'm gonna end this misery, for my own good.
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Imagine being 16, having mental issues, moving to different city and trying to fit somewhere, where you apparently don't belong. What would you do and what would you sacrifice to be like others? Some people would do anything, and Aila is one of them...
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Her brows furrowed. "You look like you have something specific you wanna ask me." The tips of Liam's ears turned red at Emma's very accurate observation. "I, uh... I usually just bullshit my way through projects, so I have no idea what the hell I'm doing." The corners of Emma's lips formed a small smile. Liam arched his brow. "What are you smiling at?" Her smile widened. "Nothing." Ever since Emma started going to Silver Creek High, she's been bullied over her discolored eyes. It all started when a boy brought attention to her in biology class one day, laughing at her and calling her a "freak" while the rest of the class laughed along with him. She never looked at him or saw his face; she just ran out of the room crying. She was now an outcast labeled as a freak and she wanted nothing more than to just disappear. She felt she had no purpose in life. Until her sophomore year when she fell in love with Liam, the guy every girl wanted; the guy every dude wanted to be. He had stolen her heart and she now wanted nothing more than to be with him. Unfortunately, Liam seemed to want nothing to do with Emma. He seemed to be straight up avoiding her. They never interacted for 3 whole years. That is, until now in their senior year, when they get paired up for a school project. The two must put their differences aside and try to work as a team. But as they spend more time together, feelings grow deeper, and secrets start to rise to the surface. Warning: Contains mature language, sex, and topics of bullying, sexual assault/harassment, self-harm, and suicide
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