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Last published Mon, Sep 1, 2014
Case Number: 2565
Subject: Allira LeRosa.
Age: 16
Height: 5ft 7in.
Schooling Grade: 11.
Diagnosis: Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia Nervosa, BDD, SI.
Arrival Date: 7/1/13
Arrival Weight: 85 pounds.
Ideal Weight: 135 pounds.
Group: Tuesday’s and Thursday’s.
Individual: Monday’s and Wednesday’s.
Free Day: Friday’s and Saturday’s.
Restrictions: Yes.
Purging: Yes, after every meal and or drink.
Over Exercise: Yes, until she feels faint or does collapse.
Binge: Quite Often.
Closet Eater: Yes, along the line of large quantities of food being hidden under beds, in drawers, in the closets, bathrooms, under pillows, in hollowed out books.
Appearance Upon Arrival: Sunken eyes. Hollowed out cheek bones. Pale complexion. Clearly emaciated. Liver failure. Heart palpitations. Hair loss. Showing collar bones, hip bones, ribs, top to middle vertebra of spine showing through skin. Little to no muscle build anywhere among the body
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