21 Letters For Him

Dear Jeremy,

Usually these letters are about us, about what we did, the adventures we had, and the laughs we shared together with friends. But the last 5 have been different, they're are not about us anymore. Maybe one day you'll get these letters, and you'll read them and notice how much I truly loved you. But I've been sucked into a deep dark black-hole with no escape and I don't know what to do anymore except one thing. I believe you never realized how much I needed you in my life, and you probably never will. But in these letters you'll get to understand how much your needed in it. This isn't just any kind of letter anymore, this is my final letter but also my goodbye letter. The letter that ends everything for me. I want you to know that I am so in love with you it hurts, and that your the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Maybe in another life we could be together and I wouldn't a messed up girl who never lived and didn't want to live. Deep down I always knew I would die young, but just a tiny part believed I would live to grow old. Sadly I didn't get to make it that far. Honestly I'm glad I got to meet you and live a little even if it was just for a short time. With this all out goodbye forever and always.

Lot's Of Love,

Willow Blackwell

"This is it." I muttered to myself dropping it into the box and pushing it back under the bed. With a huge sigh of goodbye I walked to the bathroom to end it all.