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My Only Compass

BreakingTheGirl

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BreakingTheGirl

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drugs happiness love manymorebutnospoilers mentaldisorders selfloathing tragedy

Stefani Black is no ordinary girl in a small town where everyone knows or thinks they know everyone's business. Which kind of made her more broken and empty inside. She has many secrets, 2 of them she can't control and another she can't fathom. With secrets comes lies. With lies come more lies. She smiles through the pain. She hides behind a mask. She goes through so much pain and she just has to smile and act like everything is fine, she has always wanted to be strong for others, including her mom and sister. Would they do the same? Stefani will find out just how hard life can get but will she ever find true happiness after the things she knows now. She's in love but she's also in serious pain masked behind a haze of drugs which of course is never a good thing unless it's once. Her addictive personality gets her in a lot of trouble.  Luc, the guy who she always had a crush on, finally noticed her so he is really her only hope. He loves her and truly cares about her. He is torn between the game and the love of his life has secrets that she wouldn't even share with him. Luc knows that behavior and new look isn't confidence, it's an outlet for whatever her fears were and he had a guess of one but didn't wanna believe it. Stefani fell for Luc right before her world gets turned upside down. She loses her way, but only time will tell if she will ever find her way back. In this book you will find her journey through life, love, pain, suffering, & control, strength, faith & hopeful yet hopeless.  You may laugh, you may cry, you may not feel anything at all. But I hope you learn something from it, I have & I wanna share her life with you. &lt;3All Rights Reserved

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[Featured by wattpad romance, teen fiction, young adult and psychologicalnovel] Joy Jones was a seventeen-year-old kind and optimistic girl working in her grandpa's flower shop, but she had a secret. She was suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukaemia and wanted nothing, but to die peacefully. That was until Logan Kellerman, a young man with suicidal tendencies came storming into her life and stole roses from her grandpa's flower shop. Instead of running away with what he came for, he found himself falling deeper and deeper into her as she made his heart skip in delight, for she was, in her own words, a little bit of Joy. * * * from some of my readers of this book, thanks❤- ❝I LOVE YOUR STORY OKAY. THIS STORY AND YOUR WRITING- IT GIVES ME HOPE YOU KNOW.❞ - aimawrites ❝This is so different than so many stereotypical stories on here and i'm so glad i read it.❞ -lepus_leporis ❝They're both so poetic and beautiful and perfect for each other. GAHHhh I love them.❞ - alycecaswell ❝The way she vividly describes the world makes me so happy. Heat keeps rushing to my cheeks in pure euphoric joy. This book is making me so grateful for everything around me and I never want it to end.❞ - nylammeeyn [highest rank: 7 in sad] [cover by soulanatomy]