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BreakingTheGirl

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BreakingTheGirl

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drugs happiness love manymorebutnospoilers mentaldisorders selfloathing tragedy

Stefani Black is no ordinary girl in a small town where everyone knows or thinks they know everyone's business. Which kind of made her more broken and empty inside. She has many secrets, 2 of them she can't control and another she can't fathom. With secrets comes lies. With lies come more lies. She smiles through the pain. She hides behind a mask. She goes through so much pain and she just has to smile and act like everything is fine, she has always wanted to be strong for others, including her mom and sister. Would they do the same? Stefani will find out just how hard life can get but will she ever find true happiness after the things she knows now. She's in love but she's also in serious pain masked behind a haze of drugs which of course is never a good thing unless it's once. Her addictive personality gets her in a lot of trouble.  Luc, the guy who she always had a crush on, finally noticed her so he is really her only hope. He loves her and truly cares about her. He is torn between the game and the love of his life has secrets that she wouldn't even share with him. Luc knows that behavior and new look isn't confidence, it's an outlet for whatever her fears were and he had a guess of one but didn't wanna believe it. Stefani fell for Luc right before her world gets turned upside down. She loses her way, but only time will tell if she will ever find her way back. In this book you will find her journey through life, love, pain, suffering, & control, strength, faith & hopeful yet hopeless.  You may laugh, you may cry, you may not feel anything at all. But I hope you learn something from it, I have & I wanna share her life with you. &lt;3All Rights Reserved

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