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Angst Soup For The Soul

its_stupidhours

Reads 128
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Parts 2
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Reads 128
Votes 4
Parts 2
Time 33m

its_stupidhours

angst crankgameplays depression ethan ethannestor ethannestorangst heavyangst jacksepticeye mark markfischbach markiplier norelationships self-harm suicide

(Used to be called "Death and the Aftermath" also I'm too lazy to update the cover hhh)

Ethan just fucking. dies. Hes dead now thats it that's the oneshot

Theres a second one now where he ALMOST dies and honestly its just as bad lol

Ethan (or Mark) (or Amy) (or honestly literally anyone who a character in this fic is directly based off of or anyone who directly knows one of these people) PLEASE for the love of GOD if you ever somehow manage to find this fic, PLEASE do not read this, that is literally my worst nightmare. (Also, disclaimer that is isnt meant to disrespect anyone and is not a reflection of anything that may or may not be going on in real life; this is just me writing for fun on the internet) (or, well, venting in this case but you know)

Warning in this fic for pretty graphic mentions of self-harm and suicide attempts, also also for major character death. If you're looking for a happy ending this isnt the place I am so sorry. This is literally just 3k words of pure angst that I wrote in two sittings, please understand what you're getting yourself into

The second one's a bit better but similar warnings go for itAll Rights Reserved

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