To Catch an Angel By the Wings

This story you are about to hear is no ordinary tale. This is the story of my life, from beginning to end, every sad little detail laid out on page upon page of ink stained paper. Why, you make ask? Because someone needs to know, someone needs to hear the truth. They will try to cover up what happened to me, what happened to us, but maybe if I write it down.... maybe someone will find this journal... maybe someone will read this. What you will do with the information you find within these pages I don't know, but it gives me some peace of mind knowing that there's a chance, however slight it may be that we will not be forgotten, and.... at least someone will know that what happened to me..... wasn't her fault.
If you read this, you could find her. Let her know that I loved her and that I ran, not from her but for her. The pain she would have endured would have been so much more excruciating if I had stayed. At least this way one of us gets to keep our lives..... Tell her........ I forgive her for hurting me, tell her I'll come back for her, in the next life, when we aren't destined to be enemies. I will find her and I will love her, the way I never got to in this one.
Please if you read this just....... remember my name, maybe visit my grave... I don't want to be forgotten.....