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Inside The Chaotic Mind

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Bab 2
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Hindi daw nila ako maintindihan.


Ang hirap ko raw basahin.


Ano daw bang problema ko?


Ano daw ba ang araw-araw na nasa isip ko?


Gusto mong malaman? Heto... 


"Tangin* mo talaga! Wala ka ng ginagawang tama! Wala ka ng usad!"


"Pagod na pagod na 'ko!"


"Paano kapag mali na naman to? Paano kung bagong failure ko na naman pala to? Tangin* naman oh!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!"


"Sige. Para matapos na!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!"


"Para matigil na 'to!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!" 


"Tutal dito rin naman ang bagsak ko!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!" 


"Tutal ito rin naman ang ending ko!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!"











"Gusto ko na lang magpahinga."Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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