Inside The Chaotic Mind

Reads 89
Votes 6
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Reads 89
Votes 6
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Mature

anxiety chaos crestfallen death disorder fears life pain problem sadness

Hindi daw nila ako maintindihan.


Ang hirap ko raw basahin.


Ano daw bang problema ko?


Ano daw ba ang araw-araw na nasa isip ko?


Gusto mong malaman? Heto... 


"Tangin* mo talaga! Wala ka ng ginagawang tama! Wala ka ng usad!"


"Pagod na pagod na 'ko!"


"Paano kapag mali na naman to? Paano kung bagong failure ko na naman pala to? Tangin* naman oh!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!"


"Sige. Para matapos na!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!"


"Para matigil na 'to!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!" 


"Tutal dito rin naman ang bagsak ko!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!" 


"Tutal ito rin naman ang ending ko!"


"Pagod na pagod na ko!"











"Gusto ko na lang magpahinga."All Rights Reserved

anxiety chaos crestfallen death disorder fears life pain problem sadness

Table of contents

2 parts

Content Guidelines

You may also like

[2020 Watty Award Winner] Alice Rhodes, an aspiring actress who gets a heart transplant, has to live her heart donor's life like it's a movie role, in order to find her identity and the life that awaits her in Hollywood. ***** A heart transplant causes Alice Rhodes to remember her heart donor's life. Intrigued by the strange people from her new memories, she goes looking for them, only to find herself in the middle of an investigation of the absurd disappearance of an important woman. With her personality changing into her heart donor's, Alice navigates a mysterious world where nothing seems to make sense and yet everything is strangely connected. It's not long before she realizes she may actually be looking for herself in the missing woman, and as she yields to her new heart, she's longing for the one she lost. Content warning: This story contains mature sexual content and themes of depression, sexual assault, and violence. © Robert Peterson 2020

A Change of Heart

[2020 Watty Award Winner] Alice Rhodes, an aspiring actress who gets a heart transplant, has to live her heart donor's life like it's a movie role, in order to find her identity and the life that awaits her in Hollywood. ***** A heart transplant causes Alice Rhodes to remember her heart donor's life. Intrigued by the strange people from her new memories, she goes looking for them, only to find herself in the middle of an investigation of the absurd disappearance of an important woman. With her personality changing into her heart donor's, Alice navigates a mysterious world where nothing seems to make sense and yet everything is strangely connected. It's not long before she realizes she may actually be looking for herself in the missing woman, and as she yields to her new heart, she's longing for the one she lost. Content warning: This story contains mature sexual content and themes of depression, sexual assault, and violence. © Robert Peterson 2020

More details