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Make it all go away

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Parts 8
Time 1h 19m

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Sam just couldn't get the memories out of his head, not anymore. Flashes of his time in hell and what Lucifer did to him are just bubbling below the surface itching to get out, until one memory brings his world crashing down around him. There's only one person Sam could bear to be around, Dean. That is, until he tells Dean what's really going on. 

Sam decides the best thing to do is take some time away from it all, away from hunting, away from Dean, away from everything in the hope that it'll clear his head, but by the time he's realised his mistake, he's already gone too far to come back from it.All Rights Reserved

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At the edge of hell **Samifer** by Naimgood666

Sam has been having nightmares of Lucifer and he doesn't know how to tell Dean and Gabriel an Castiel, so he doesn't. until one day when they hear a knock on the door and Sam opens it to reveal Lucifer. I wonder how things will pan out °^° My grammar sucks I'm the first few sorry :/

KIDNAPPED BY SAM AND DEAN WINCHESTER by spn_lover_666

You woke up in blood. You've done it before but this time is different. Demons are lined up outside your door and the only thing keeping them out is the salt line so you decide to call in help. Sam and Dean Winchester. They come to the rescue just in time but things get complicated when they insist on keeping you safe and you're scared they'll find out the real you. So you leave them in the middle of the night and their hunt for you begins. They find you and kidnap you. You have to convince them not to kill you which may be easier than you think because Sam likes you. (The point of view switches throughout from first person to third person)

Hunted {Dean Winchester 3} by courtneybunny2

"We're falling apart and I hate it!" I yelled, tears welling up in my eyes. "I want to hate you! I want to hate you for selling your soul to save me! I want to hate you for not caring about your own life enough to try and save it! I want to hate you for all of this. But I can't! I won't!" "It would be easier if you did!" Dean yelled back. "So just hate me already! Hate me! Leave me! Whatever you have to do to get through this! Just do it!" "Just...I don't want you to die." My voice faltered. "Please, Dean. Please. I just can't take this anymore." His eyes softened as he stepped forward and wrapped me in his arms. "I'm sorry, angel. I really am." "I can't deal with all of this on my own." "Yes, you can." Dean said. "You are so much stronger than you think. Believe me." ___ Saige Dawson's world was crashing down around her now. Not only was she slowly learning more about the curse she carried within her, but she realized just how bad things could get if she fell into the wrong arms. She also was trying to cope with the fact that she had died. That Sam had died. That because of that, Dean had sold his soul to a demon and was damned to burn in hell for eternity if she couldn't save him within a year. Time was running out and she was scared. She also has to learn how to tap into the power within her. She wasn't sure whether the power was good or bad and that alone made her want to ignore it, but she couldn't. She had to dig deep. To save Dean. To save herself. To find out what she truly is.

Something Wicked by Mak-and-Cheese

John Winchester is missing. Dean needs to find him, but he can't do it on his own. So he convinces Sam to join him, and together they hunt down the youngest Winchester, Matthias. Born two years after Mary died, in one of John's more careless flings and left in front of a motel door, Mat was raised in the true Winchester way. Only, he could never quite get the hang of anything John tried to teach him. Having given up on making Mat a hunter, John focuses on his other two sons. After Sam left, it doesn't take long before Mat, at sixteen, follows in his older brother's footsteps. But he can't escape the Winchester destiny. Four years after he left, Sam and Dean come calling about their missing father. Mat reluctantly agrees to help in their search, but as they keep following the leads John sets down, Sam and Dean can't help but notice that Mat seems...different then he used to. He heals faster, he has a knack for sensing demonic activity, he even acts differently. As things escalate, maybe Mat's secret can be more helpful than anyone thought...or maybe it could spell the end of the world itself. Supernatural season one-tbd There will be un underlying Destiel ship bcuz theyre so cute i can't avoid it DISCLAIMER: this fic is based on the tv show Supernatural. I do not own any characters from said show, and it will contain potentially triggering topics such as gore, body horror, suicide, sh, death, torture, language, mentions of sexual activity, and more. Please be warned.

Supernatural Series Rewrite- Season 4 by queenofdeansbooty

Now that Dean is back from Hell, you and the brothers have to deal with the consequences. It doesn't help that Sam has taken advice from Ruby. All you can focus on is stopping Lucifer from rising. Sounds easy enough... right?

On Broken Wings of Love and Deceit (Samifer, FemSam) by I_Burn_Cold

Lucifer has escaped the cage. But he isn't the same, struggling with depression, PTSD and heartbreak he decides to end it all with his biggest apocalypse yet, and take himself down with it. That is, until Sam Winchester rescues him. Sam is alone, hunted by her demon brother, and now she has the devil himself in her basement. Will Sam be able to forgive Lucifer after everything he has done? Can Lucifer learn to trust? Will both of them realise the depth of their love before their worlds come crashing down?

The Girl Who Was "Insane" {SPN} by Snowkat2003

"I was put in here because they thought I was insane, but I'm not. I might hear voices in my head, but that doesn't mean I'm crazy. This supernatural stuff you keep talking about, I know that it's true. I know because I am a..." ~Amelia "Amy" Tyler. Amelia Tyler was put into a mental facility at the age of 13. Why is because she heard voices in her head and sometimes they lead her places. Those places she was lead to usually ended up having something big happen there. Amy also had these weird dreams that would tell her who was going to die. Of course what happens to her scares her, but she just learns to deal with it. 3 years later and Amy is still in the mental hospital. A lot of weird things are going on and the whispers and dreams are getting more frequent. People are dying left and right, but the only person who has a good idea about who is murdering people is Amy. Two new people came to the hospital also. Who are they? Why do they seem interested in not only the killings, but her as well. Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, its characters, or its plot. I only own Amy, my ideas for her, and anything not seen in the show.

Cowboys and Angels (A Dean Winchester/ Supernatural FanFiction) by SilverRaine

Grayson had always preferred hunting alone. Ever since her family was killed long ago, she knew she wouldn't be able to cope with another loss, so she refused to grow attached to people-- up until she met another hunter. From the moment she set eyes on Dean Winchester she knew something about him was different, and when she meets Sam and Castiel, she finally feels like she belongs. Grayson travels with the boys, and slowly falls for Dean, but refuses to admit it, afraid of hurting him. And just as things were looking up, they take a turn for the worst when she starts having visions, the first vision being triggered by looking at Castiel. She knows he's hiding something from her, the question is- what? Even the brother's are curious, but the angel says he knows nothing, and once all is revealed, Grayson 'prays' that the three still have her back, all the way through to the end.

Hell's Greatest Weapon by hellsgreatestweapon

After centuries of incessant war, Reader finally managed to settle down into a normal human life; she attended medical school, bought a house, made friends that didn't make a habit of killing everything that moved. She was out of the life, out of Hell, and she was enjoying the fact. When a shattered Sam Winchester shows up on her doorstep after five years of silence from the man, however, Reader is forced to decide between delving back into the life--threatening everyone's safety in the meantime--or sacrificing the beloved Winchesters in order to keep the peace she managed to obtain. [Takes place during season 10, so there will be some spoilers] [Some swearing, fairly heavy alcohol usage throughout, violence (obviously)]

Supernatural Series Rewrite- Season 5 by queenofdeansbooty

Y/N, Sam, and Dean have to face a new threat: Lucifer. Putting him back in his cage is the top priority, but when you're juggling that, other angels, the Horsemen, and your personal life, how can you even find time to sleep? Especially when you make the biggest mistake of your life... that may or may not cost you your relationship.

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At the edge of hell Samifer

Sam has been having nightmares of Lucifer and he doesn't know how to tell Dean and Gabriel an Castiel, so he doesn't. until one day when they hear a knock on the door and Sam opens it to reveal Lucifer. I wonder how things will pan out °^° My grammar sucks I'm the first few sorry :/