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Make it all go away

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Sam just couldn't get the memories out of his head, not anymore. Flashes of his time in hell and what Lucifer did to him are just bubbling below the surface itching to get out, until one memory brings his world crashing down around him. There's only one person Sam could bear to be around, Dean. That is, until he tells Dean what's really going on. 

Sam decides the best thing to do is take some time away from it all, away from hunting, away from Dean, away from everything in the hope that it'll clear his head, but by the time he's realised his mistake, he's already gone too far to come back from it.All Rights Reserved

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Cowboys and Angels (A Dean Winchester/ Supernatural FanFiction) by SilverRaine

Grayson had always preferred hunting alone. Ever since her family was killed long ago, she knew she wouldn't be able to cope with another loss, so she refused to grow attached to people-- up until she met another hunter. From the moment she set eyes on Dean Winchester she knew something about him was different, and when she meets Sam and Castiel, she finally feels like she belongs. Grayson travels with the boys, and slowly falls for Dean, but refuses to admit it, afraid of hurting him. And just as things were looking up, they take a turn for the worst when she starts having visions, the first vision being triggered by looking at Castiel. She knows he's hiding something from her, the question is- what? Even the brother's are curious, but the angel says he knows nothing, and once all is revealed, Grayson 'prays' that the three still have her back, all the way through to the end.

Hell's Greatest Weapon by hellsgreatestweapon

After centuries of incessant war, Reader finally managed to settle down into a normal human life; she attended medical school, bought a house, made friends that didn't make a habit of killing everything that moved. She was out of the life, out of Hell, and she was enjoying the fact. When a shattered Sam Winchester shows up on her doorstep after five years of silence from the man, however, Reader is forced to decide between delving back into the life--threatening everyone's safety in the meantime--or sacrificing the beloved Winchesters in order to keep the peace she managed to obtain. [Takes place during season 10, so there will be some spoilers] [Some swearing, fairly heavy alcohol usage throughout, violence (obviously)]

The Girl Who Was "Insane" {SPN} by Snowkat2003

"I was put in here because they thought I was insane, but I'm not. I might hear voices in my head, but that doesn't mean I'm crazy. This supernatural stuff you keep talking about, I know that it's true. I know because I am a..." ~Amelia "Amy" Tyler. Amelia Tyler was put into a mental facility at the age of 13. Why is because she heard voices in her head and sometimes they lead her places. Those places she was lead to usually ended up having something big happen there. Amy also had these weird dreams that would tell her who was going to die. Of course what happens to her scares her, but she just learns to deal with it. 3 years later and Amy is still in the mental hospital. A lot of weird things are going on and the whispers and dreams are getting more frequent. People are dying left and right, but the only person who has a good idea about who is murdering people is Amy. Two new people came to the hospital also. Who are they? Why do they seem interested in not only the killings, but her as well. Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, its characters, or its plot. I only own Amy, my ideas for her, and anything not seen in the show.

Supernatural Series Rewrite- Season 5 by queenofdeansbooty

Y/N, Sam, and Dean have to face a new threat: Lucifer. Putting him back in his cage is the top priority, but when you're juggling that, other angels, the Horsemen, and your personal life, how can you even find time to sleep? Especially when you make the biggest mistake of your life... that may or may not cost you your relationship.

THE ELEVENTH HOUR [Castiel x F!Reader] by kl4us4

PART ONE [COMPLETED] There's so much uncertainty in your life. Why won't any demons make a deal? What is Sam up to and why won't he return your calls? What's that ringing in your head? The only thing you are certain of is that Dean is dead. He died three months ago. And you're certain that you're going to spend your entire life missing and loving him. Until he comes back himself, bringing a heavenly bring with him. [Set in Season 4-5] [Uses second person, F!Y/N)

KIDNAPPED BY SAM AND DEAN WINCHESTER by spn_lover_666

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Supernatural Series Rewrite- Season 4 by queenofdeansbooty

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After Castiel gets taken by the Empty, Dean falls into a state of depression. He throws himself into hunting to avoid feeling or thinking of feelings. One day, on what he thought was a routine hunt, he gets captured by a group of rogue demons. He begs them to kill him, but they keep him alive just to torture him. Will he be rescued this time since his Angel is gone?

They Could Never Know by waitingwinchester

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Supernatural Series Rewrite- Season 3 by queenofdeansbooty

Dean's clock is ticking and with each passing moment, he is closer and closer to death. You, Sam and Dean try and find a way to save him from going to Hell but that proves to be difficult. You, however, won't give up on him. You learn more about who you are and who your mother was -- or rather, what she was trying to hide from everyone she knew. You get this all from a demon, so does that make it true?

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