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Make it all go away

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Sam just couldn't get the memories out of his head, not anymore. Flashes of his time in hell and what Lucifer did to him are just bubbling below the surface itching to get out, until one memory brings his world crashing down around him. There's only one person Sam could bear to be around, Dean. That is, until he tells Dean what's really going on. 

Sam decides the best thing to do is take some time away from it all, away from hunting, away from Dean, away from everything in the hope that it'll clear his head, but by the time he's realised his mistake, he's already gone too far to come back from it.All Rights Reserved

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into the light - destiel by stydiaxdestiel

sam has a lot of stuff on his mind...that's why he doesn't notice. cas...well cas just hasn't been around as often as he used to be. Dean has been depressed for quite a while now. one day he falls asleep, only to find himself trapped in a dream world, and unable to wake up. sam, cas, and Charlie must go on a journey through deans nightmares and memories in order to rescue dean, before the god Morpheus can get his hands on his new favourite play toy. •trigger warning for this fic-may contain upsetting material upset cas/oblivious dean angsty destiel slow burn(kind of) canonverse(kind of) SPOILER- Charlie is alive in this fic yay! (fic may include small spoilers, and big spoilers to certain character deaths, and references to past episodes-although it isnt set in any season in particular, but before the MOC.)

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PART ONE [COMPLETED] There's so much uncertainty in your life. Why won't any demons make a deal? What is Sam up to and why won't he return your calls? What's that ringing in your head? The only thing you are certain of is that Dean is dead. He died three months ago. And you're certain that you're going to spend your entire life missing and loving him. Until he comes back himself, bringing a heavenly bring with him. [Set in Season 4-5] [Uses second person, F!Y/N)

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(Set in Season 5) ""Guess who else just escaped Hell thanks to your brother?" Bobby replied. Dean glanced back over at Libby with wide eyes. This time her eyes widened. "I'm not him, I swear!" she shrieked. "I'm not Lucifer, I'm just his daughter."" ------------------------------ The Apocalypse is among the Winchesters and the world, putting everything they've ever known at risk. But when one girl seems to crawl out of Hell alongside Lucifer, the boys find out things that no one has ever known. After killing Lilith, Lucifer was set free, able to roam Earth like any another angel or demon. A girl came with him, one that was never mentioned in any piece of literature or lore, including the Bible itself. Elizabeth, better known as Libby, was sent to Hell just eighteen years after humanity first walked the Earth. She was believed a liability and a soldier. Her job was to keep Lucifer in check and in Hell, no one being able to pull either of them out. Despite the past of her family and being trapped in Hell for millenniums, she managed to stay pure. That is until she finds herself crawling out of the ground thousands of years later. Released from Hell alongside Lucifer, Libby went on a search for the man who had let her out; Sam Winchester. Libby's the first person that everyone should trust, but she's found that it's harder to prove herself after the stunts her father had pulled throughout the history of the universe. With angels and demons on her ass, Libby finds an alliance in Sam and Dean. The daughter of the devil has to have some friends, right? Amazing cover by @uzuriupendo

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