When all things are black and white
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"Nangarap ka na noon na hindi mo siya kasama. Pangarap mo ito. Makakaya mong tuparin ang pangarap mo kahit wala siya."
My psychiatrist said. Para akong sinampal at biglang nagising. Gusto ko uling mangarap. Hindi naging madali sa akin na maging ganito.
Ipinikit ko ang aking mata at muling idinilat. Naiyak ako dahil wala paring kulay. Lahat ay puti at itim parin. Parang television ng sinauna. Black and white.
Third year na ako sa kursong Fine Arts, halos tatlong buwan na rin nang nagsimula muli ang klase ngunit nahihirapan ako ng sobra. My life revolves around the colors, the depths, shades, shapes, art. But look at what happened to the excellent painter in town. I can't see colors. My life became dull. What happened Aira?
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