A Lover's Instinct
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Publikasi terakhir Rab, Mei 27, 2020
"I recognize in every part of men. I know na manloloko siya. He consume my advantages and my weakness of being gay."
Living this gender doesn't mean that they will use me and took my advantage. He will understand my purpose sooner or later. He will recognize me.
I'm Jeffrey Jules Santos, 26. The one who has devastated and took my advantages for the sake of love.
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"Sometimes, Hatred and Envy are one of the reasons why I'm here to force everyone to hate me. They are the one who causes me to do this."
I'm just a little doll turn into a demon one. They are the reason to do this. They will recognize me sooner.
I'm Katie Miles Buenavides, 28. The one who force to change my attitude for the sake of love.
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"I don't know if what's right or wrong? It's just like no one will understand me. Is it really wrong to love someone secretly? She's perfectly gorgeous from head to toe. But she made me do it."
Having admiring someone isn't bad. I like her in every part of her body. But because of her. She made me do it.
Dawn Joshua Manolo, 22. The one who admire the most because for the sake of love.
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