The Darker Sides
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Publikasi terakhir Rab, Mei 27, 2020
I want answers from myself that, why I indulged myself into who I am today? I was a sweet and innocent girl, but now when I look at myself, I feel so devastated.
I have a monster living inside me.I confided into some people but they took advantage of my weakness and deceived me.
These are those people whom I thought were so close to me and trusted them more than anybody else ..and they somehow betrayed me and I came to know that they were never mine.
I will write letters to myself to know the reason why I trusted wrong people in my life and also to know more about the monster inside me....
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