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Die to Live

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Reads 29
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Parts 2
Time 10m

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abuse angst bnha bullying childhoodtrauma class1a dadmight dadzawa depression emotions happiness improjectingmyself itllgetbetterprobably izuku loneliness manipulation mentalillness selfharm sorryizuku ventfic

"If you knew you would die before you took action, would you still do it?"

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In which Izuku's childhood is worse than it was in canon, more realistic than it was portrayed as, and it actually shows how it would effect someone (or I sure hope so).

Keep in mind that I used some of my own experiences while writing this. Not everyone's experiences are the same. Due to this, if something isn't exactly like how you've experienced it, I apologize. In other words, this is a vent fic.

⚠️Self-Harm Warnings!⚠️
- Mental health issues
- Bullying
- Bad Language
- Violence
- Dissociation
- Potential Emotional/Minor Physical Abuse/Manipulation
- Suicidal thoughts and actions

If any of these trigger you, please don't read.

I don't own the cover art. I also don't know who does to properly credit them, so if you do know who, please let me know. If you are the artist of the art, let me know if you would like it changed and I'll change it as soon as possible.All Rights Reserved

abuse angst bnha bullying childhoodtrauma class1a dadmight dadzawa depression emotions happiness improjectingmyself itllgetbetterprobably izuku loneliness manipulation mentalillness selfharm sorryizuku ventfic

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Experiment Aurmaros [Experiment Deku AU] by BlossomNyx

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