Chasing You Endlessly | JJK ✔
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"Don't push me away, please." Jungkook calls out to me, but he doesn't take a step further, allowing me my space. I'm unsure if I'm relieved. "I'm here to support you. I want to support you. Stop hurting yourself like this."
I let out another humorless laugh. ""Stop hurting yourself like this"? What am I doing to myself?"
"I'm not doing anything!" I want to scream. "This is all an act! I'm doing all of this for attention! I'm undeserving of this attention."
"You're not allowing yourself to receive support. You're isolating yourself. Why?"
Because maybe if I isolate myself I'll start to feel like less of an impostor and actually start to be a little more deserving of this care that I'm pathetically faking for.
"I don't deserve the support." Not while all of these emotions and reactions were all stemmed from a lie. "I don't deserve the support." I shake my head. "I don't know why I thought you could help. I don't know why I thought I deserved help. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for being a burden." I turn around to walk away before he can say anything further.
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