At 6, I didn’t know that it was possible to love someone so much that your heart could feel like it was going to beat right out of your chest so when you said you loved me, it was the first time I heard it from a boy I liked so much that it hurt so of course I said it back & even though I didn’t know what love was back then, I knew it had to feel something like that. At 13, I didn’t know that my heart could bleed for nights at a time, but it can & there was so many nights that I thought I was going to die but you said you loved me again & I said I loved you back, I meant it. God knows I meant it. I was a few days from being 16 & you said you were sorry so I unlocked my door for the last time & I held your hand like I did when I was 6; I led you to the bed & I let you undress me & sorry felt like your lips all over me & it wasn’t nearly enough but that night, it felt like it wasAll Rights Reserved
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