Her whole life was a lie. Not a lie, lie but a different type of lie. There was no escape from her new reality. ____ Alvara Manning had her whole life together; perfect friends, perfect family- well, almost perfect. Upon uncovering new truths Alvara is forced to make decisions she should have never had to make. What will become of her after her whole world shatters? Will she cope and navigate her new life or will she succumb to the darkness within? ****ON HOLD**** TRIGGER WARNING!!! THIS BOOKS CONTAINS MATURE LANGUAGE AND TRIGGERING CONTENT!!