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Last published Sat, May 23, 2020
This contains my habits, my story, my struggles and weight loss...I understand how bad this is and if you are struggling get help but sad thing for me is no one cares, everyone is happy I'm losing weight and I'm pretty sure 99% of the people I know don't know what disordered eating is.
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