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A Neon Dream

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Parts 14
Time 3h 41m

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// Media (pronounced Med-e-uh) //

In a secluded and futuristic country,
Aimee Robertson, a sixteen year old girl is the only hope for peace between two rival countries, but will her own problems and family secrets get in the way? 

Aimee Robertson was born into a Royal family but disowned for something that happened to her when she was younger. Her parents sent her to an orphanage to be raised there and Media was told she had died. Thirteen years later, when her only friend is threatened by a rival country, she has no other option than to make peace by revealing to the Ningridites and her country that she is still alive and promises to take her mother's place, as Queen, in two months time.

Content/Trigger warning : This story deals with mental health illnesses that are written in detail to really immerse ourselves into how the characters are feeling. Those mental illnesses are, ptsd, depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and anxiety attacks, insomnia, self hate and self harm. This story deals with sexual assault and the idea that it is the victim's fault. For more Content/Trigger Warnings read the PSA at the start of the story 💙💙

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Family Comes First by CRAZY40429

Being alone? Check. Being afraid? Check. Being abused? Check times 3. Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care... SIKE! My life was always bad. From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked: 'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts. 'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do. 'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward. 'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household. Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some. 'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do. 'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always. 'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes. *** This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born? Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies. ___ ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion! ____ Highest Rankings: #1 in Rules: Oct. 18. 2020 #1 in Truth: Jan. 16. 2021 #1 in Alcohol: Jun. 18. 2021

Fighting For Eachother by ra8indr0ps

|NOT EDITED! CHAPTERS AREN'T EDITED| completed<3 Anastasia Rodriguez is 17 years old girl, who's -of course - living with her parents. Although her family is rich and' wealthy ', she and her parents have more downs than ups. They have high standards for her. She's fighting but she's not really surviving. With mental and physical abuse her mental health is dying. Would she ever be loved, saved or seen? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "You won't let me go right Kai?" I asked him to be sure. Beacuse I can't lose him now. He shook his head "Never. Not even death would separate us apart" he said and kissed my forehead ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Sorry if I typed some things wrong. I'm usually writing this very fast so idek. TW: abuse,little bit of ED,swear words, hospitals (?), suicide attempts #1 mentalproblems #1 surviving #2 suicide attempts #2 survive #7 fightingforsurvival #10 suffering #7 saving (June 6, 2022) #1 overthinking (August 8, 2023)

The Girl and Her Breaking Heart #1 || ✔ by Wildfire_247

Alexandra Queen, she has never had a normal childhood. Her and her mother were abused by her father and his friend, John. Day in and day out. Their joy was her pain and suffering. No one knew of Alexandra's life at home. She was so good at hiding it, that even her own best friends didn't know what was going on. Alexandra eventually became a natural at hiding her pain from everyone. But one day her father stopped coming home. The abuse towards her and her mother stopped. No more drunken father or John beating and yelling at them. They were left alone. Free from them. They lived in peace for years. They were afraid of him coming back at first but when he didn't, they started their lives again. Willing themselves to push past their past. They began to rebuild themselves. But all that changed senior year. It seemed all fine at first. She made new friends and school was going great. She was ready to graduate. Then everything began to go downhill fast. Old friendships came back to haunt her. Secrets come to light and worst of all, they come back. Alexandra didn't think it could get worst then how she lived her childhood. But how very wrong she was. She then learns what it really meant to get the raw end of life. Follow as Alexandra deals with more then she thought she could handle. Alexandra might be strong willed but nothing could possibly prepare for what was to come. [Please keep in mind that this story is a very fast paced story. It does have around 40 chapters so it might not seem like it. But trust me that it is.] ||Full Disclosure|| I started the book in the end of 8th grade so it needs MAJOR editing. It also does have Sexual Chapters, as well as people of the same sex being together, murder, brutally torture talk of rape and sexual harassment. So if you do not wish to read things like that then this unfortunately isn't the book for you. ||You Have Been Warned|| First book in the Heart series. •Do Not Copy This Book In Anyway•

Tomorrow's Blues by fadedxfires

~"You don't- you don't need me." I stared in shock. This was the first shred of emotion he'd shown since he started avoiding me, and I had no idea how to respond. What was I supposed to say to something like that? So I let myself be honest, and I told him exactly how I felt. "But I do." I almost choked on my words. "I do need you. I can't talk to anybody else. I can't eat. I can't sleep. And I know you know what that's like."~ Liliana is now an orphan. Just 17 years old, she lost her parents in a boating accident and now she must live with her best friend, her best friend's parents and her best friend's brother, Joseph. She struggles through her grief as well as dealing with the mysterious but obnoxious Joseph, and it soon comes to light that he isn't the only one around her keeping secrets. Living under the same roof, tensions arise, and Liliana begins to discover that a perfect family may not be so perfect after all." If you like a good old slowburn, enemies (ish) to lovers, bonding over tragic backstories type beat then this story is for you, I promise :) #1 in #bestfriendsbrother (didn't note the exact date - some time in January 2021) #1 in #dealing with death (11/04/21) amazing cover by @sixty6ix !!

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𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓼 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓴 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶 𝓽𝓸 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽. Catherine Carter is a normal fifteen year old girl. Sure, she gets the occasional slap from her Mother, and lives in the poor section of her Country being overly bored with her life, but she's at least normal. Except when you couple those details with the fact that she has crippling anxiety that makes communicating, or doing anything around others torturous for her. This is the main reason why she can never receive her Mother's love that she so desperately wants. Until, her parents catch wind that the Royal Academy is opening back up. The Academy is accepting one fifteen year old or older girl or boy to compete in a race to become the next monarch of Alumbridge. Her Mother is overjoyed at the news, until she realizes she only has one option to send there. So here we are, anxiety-ridden Catherine forced to compete in this competition with other people her age just to help her family with finances, and finally receive affection from her mother. Things at the Academy are alright, rocky, but overall she's alright. She's just passing by. Until, she discovers some dark truths against her world that she can't bear to ignore any further. These truths both propel her into action, and cause her to question all she's known her entire sheltered life.

Temere Mortis by UpsideDownAnne

In a world where grieving the dead is illegal, Isla Daniels must fight against her society's norms and discover the truth behind the plague that killed her best friend. ... Let us be the first to congratulate you on taking the first step in your mourning process. Consider this leaflet your all-telling guide to the Regulated Grieving Standards, created to guide you through your bereavement with your dignity intact. As a Class C griever, you are not burdened with attending the funeral of your friend. Instead, you have the privilege of mourning them in the privacy of our government Regulated Support Groups. Through years of study, we have perfected the grieving process, and you will forget about your friend in no time. You're welcome! Over the weeks, your resolve will be tested, but it is of the upmost importance that you carry on with your life as normal. During this crisis, we must all do our bit to preserve the world as we know it, and we have confidence that you will remain strong. Do it for you. Do it for your friend. And above all, do it for your country. ... Featured on Wattpad's Adventure profile's reading list: Fantastical Adventures! Also featured on Wattpad's Stories Undiscovered Diamond reading list! A Newly Written Books featured book! Third place in the fantasy category of the Lotus Awards! ... TOP RATINGS: #119 IN SCIENCE FANTASY #43 IN PLAGUE Sequel (Vita Nova) in progress Trigger Warnings: Death Mild Substance Abuse Mild Violence

The Perfect She |Completed| by floremaria

The question is not whether you'll get hurt in this world. It's who will hurt you and why you will let them" Autumn Air, famous and "perfect" seventeen year old prodigy feels like nothing is perfect in her life but her imperfections. Living in the most perfect city ever built with millions of people dying to have her social status, she hides the fact that she is Insensitive- she cannot feel or reciprocate love. The secret she's keeping from everyone about her Sensitivity is getting harder to keep, especially with the next Sensitivity test looming closer. Autumn knows that something in her genes must be wrong. She decided to perform a dangerous and illegal surgery on herself to fix her DNA. Burt in the process, she mysteriously loses all her memories. Suffering from amnesia and living with a man who smells like danger, she only has her groggy memories to help her figure out what's going on. As she relieve the past six months in as much detail possible with nothing but a closing date, important questions must be asked. What did she do? And will she be lucky enough to recover all her memories and perform the experiment before the deadline, and the Sensitivity test she's been dreading her whole life? #1 october 5th, 2020 in #followyourdreams #2 in #insensitive #2 in #powerofriendship

I Loved You Blindly [Complete] by Water_Lili

'Accidents happen'. That's what people say. Yet, some accidents take away from us more than others. Ethan had it all. Everything was lined up in front of him. Popularity, looks, friends, a hot girlfriend and a promised future in football. In one incident that resulted in a horrible accident, he lost it all. The best friend, the girlfriend, the planned future and his sight. Fighting through darkness and depression, he built high walls that kept everyone out. Skye suffered loss too, but she kept strong for the sake of her little brother, Matt. With her aunt and brother, leaving home and moving to a new place seemed like the perfect solution. A new start that they all needed. Skye's plan was to blend in and keep to herself. Well, not the easiest task when it was obvious as daylight that you were the new girl at school. Especially when she, literally, bumped into Ethan. For Ethan who has been isolating himself and absolutely independent that he pushed everyone away, and Skye being stubborn and not in-the-least shy on saying what she thought openly, fighting and bickering was unpreventable. Skye saw through the walls that Ethan has built around himself. Drawn to him, slowly, their friendship started to turn into something else. Ranked: 2019 #1 in uplifting Sep & Dec #1 in heart-warming Oct 2020 #1 in uplifting #1 in heart-warming Jan #2 in lifechanging Jan #2 in finding Jan

Moonlight【Travis X Reader】[ Completed ] by Mariko_Akiyama

CONTENT CONTAINS : SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ASSAULT TORTURE HARASSMENT VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " How many times have I told you that you are safe here- " " You can't guarantee that! " " Your doubting us? " " I'm doubting you " " You don't trust me " " I didn't say that " " Your sounding like it " " Will you just give me a break? " " What is going on? " " I'm one line behind the breaking point " • In a world where war never ends and people fighting for the throne are people who are arrogant and selfish, they think nothing but the power they need. In a world where a man can make you feel something you have never felt before, the feeling that you need, the feeling of serotonin in your body that you would always want everyday like a drug. In a world where everything goes by so quickly, even the man you love can hurt you with the pain you've never felt in one day and the throne has fallen. In a world where cruel people exist and the cruel things they do, it never stops, it'll never stop, you can't stop it, it can never be stopped. In a world where a Moonlight can lead us home. What happens under a moonlight?, What world is this?, What type of pain?, How can someone can make you feel like serotonin?, What needs to be stop? Read this book to know. [ Completed ] Started : 3rd September 2021 Finished : 4th December 2021 [ Highest Ranking : #122 in Aphmau ] [ #59 in Travis ] [ #3 in Travis X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

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Family Comes First

Being alone? Check. Being afraid? Check. Being abused? Check times 3. Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care... SIKE! My life was always bad. From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked: 'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts. 'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do. 'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward. 'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household. Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some. 'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do. 'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always. 'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes. *** This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born? Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies. _ ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion! __ Highest Rankings: #1 in Rules: Oct. 18. 2020 #1 in Truth: Jan. 16. 2021 #1 in Alcohol: Jun. 18. 2021