A Wolf in Sheep's Clothing

"I'm scared to get close.
I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling,
to not feel at all.
The higher I get,
the lower i'll sink.
I can't drown my demons.
They know how to swim."

(Not my quote)

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I'm not really good at descriptions but I really hope you can give my story a chance.
-DS
Posting this here so it motivates me to finish it.