Forgive or Forget

He was different something about him just made everything seem better. He look like heaven and I felt like hell but some reason he stayed with me. Well until she came. It was perfect. Actually he was my world. But she came and decided she needed to have my world and took him. He came back today. I don't know what to do but my world had slowly came back to regular. I forgot about him almost 99% of the time now I only needed that 1% to go away. But he's here and now it's at 100% here and I wish it wasn't. He's slowing me down. Screwing with my emotions. But is he really here for me? Is it fate? Or is this just a big joke to him? My name is Amanda. In currently 19 years old now attending my freshman year of college at Penn State. His name is Bryan. He's 19 and somehow our wolds collide again...